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You know me, I used to get caught up in everyday life |
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Tried to make it through my day so i could sleep at night |
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Tried to figure out my way through the maze |
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Of rights and wrongs, but like you used to say |
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Nothing feels like it's really worth it |
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Forget perfect, i'm trying not to be worthless |
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Since i last saw you i been lookin for a purpose |
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Well i met this kid who thought like i did |
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He had a weird way of lookin at it |
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This is what he said |
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Slip out the back before they know you were there |
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And at the worst you'll see nobody cares |
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Cos you dont wana be around when it all goes down |
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Even heroes know when to be scared |
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Slip out the back before they know you were there |
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And at the worst you'll see nobody cares |
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Cos you dont wana be around when it all goes down |
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Even heroes know when to be scared |
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I dont remember where i met him or remember his name |
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But he walked funny like he was too big for his frame |
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Just over five foot but he weighed a buck fifty |
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And what he said just seemed so right it stuck with me |
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Listen its like poker you can play your best |
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But you got to know when to fold your cards and take a rest |
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And know when to hold your cards and hold your breath |
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And hope that nobody else is stacking the deck because |
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I dont need to tell you that life isnt fair, it doesnt care |
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It momentarily cuts off your air, |
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and like you i want someone to say its okay |
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But in the truest parts of our hearts everybody's afraid |
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But just underappreciated and overwhelmed |
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Fighting so hard to hide our fear that were scaring ourselves |
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You understand when im saying that you always did |
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But its different in the words of a cowardly kid |
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Slip out the back before they know you were there |
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And at the worst you'll see nobody cares |
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Cos you dont wana be around when it all goes down |
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Even heroes know when to be scared |
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Slip out the back before they know you were there |
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And at the worst you'll see nobody cares |
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Cos you dont wana be around when it all goes down |
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Even heroes know when to be scared |
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Im no hero, you remember how i was, you know |
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All i ever did was worry, feeling out of control |
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To the point where everything was going end over end |
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Im spinning around in circles again |
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This is where you come in |
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All of this to explain to you why |
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I had to separate myself away from yesterday's life |
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Please remember this isn't how i hoped it would be |
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But i had to protect you from me |
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Thats why i slipped out the back before you knew i was there |
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I know you felt unprepared |
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But every single time i was around i just bring you down |
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And i could tell that it was time to be scared |
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Thats why i slipped out the back before you knew i was there |
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And i know the way i left wasnt fair |
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I didnt want to be around just to bring you down |
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Im not a hero but dont think i didnt care |
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