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[ti:Ill Mind of Hopsin 7 ] |
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[ar:Hopsin] |
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[al:Pound Syndrome] |
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Ill Mind of Hopsin 7 - Hopsin |
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Yo, ************* anybody I might alarm |
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Life is a tour, I sit and ride along |
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Taking some notes |
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and then I write the song |
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I'm staring down the road my life has gone |
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Is this where I belong? |
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Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? |
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My mental state is ******g me up |
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And I pry the problem |
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while asking you for some answers |
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But we don't have that type of bond |
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That my desires gone with the way |
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that I've been living lately |
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If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on |
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Sick of this bull*************t, *************s call me a sellout |
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Cause I hopped on Christianity |
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so strongly then I fell out |
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Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog |
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with his tail down |
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Feeling so damn humiliated |
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because they looking |
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at me like I'm hellbound |
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What story should I tell now? |
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I'll just expose the truth |
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I'm so close to the ******g edge, |
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I should be close to you |
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But who the ************* are You? |
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You never showed the proof |
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And I'm only ******g human yo, |
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what am I supposed to do? |
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There's way too many different religions |
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with vivid descriptions |
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Begging all ******g men |
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and women to listen |
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I can't even beat my ************* |
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without getting convicted |
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These ain't wicked decisions, |
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I got different intentions |
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I been itching to get it, |
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I've been given assistance |
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But the whole ******g system is twisted |
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Now I'm dealing with this backlash |
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because Marcus isn't a Christian |
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And I've been told |
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that my sinful life is an addiction |
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But I can't buy it, |
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it's just too hard to stand beside it |
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I need an answer and humans can't provide it |
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I look at the Earth and Sun |
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and I can tell a genius man designed it |
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It's truly mind blowing, |
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I can't deny it |
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Is heaven real? Is it fake? |
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Is it really how I fantasize it? |
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Where's the Holy Ghost at? |
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How long it take Man to find it? |
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My mind's a nonstop tape playing |
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and I can't rewind it |
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You gave me a Bible |
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and expect me not to *************yze it |
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I'm frustrated and you provoked it |
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I'm not reading that mother******g book |
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because a human wrote it |
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I have a ******g brain, you should know it |
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You gave it to me to think |
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to avoid every useless moment |
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It was a mission that I had to abort |
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Cause humans be lying |
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with such an inaccurate source |
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It's gon' be hard to |
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put me back on the course |
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Next Jehovah's Witness |
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to come on my porch |
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I swear I'm slammin' the door |
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A lot of folks believe it though, |
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but I'm not surprised |
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Humans are ******g dumb, |
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still thinkin' that Pac's alive |
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I ain't trying to take your legacy |
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and torch it down |
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I'm just saying: I ain't heard *************t |
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from the horse's mouth |
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Just sheep always telling stories |
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of older guys |
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Who were notarized by you |
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when you finally vocalized |
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Now I'm supposed to bow my head |
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and close my eyes |
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And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise |
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Sound's like a ******g Poltergeist |
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Show yourself and then boom it's done |
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Every rumor's gone, |
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I no longer doubt this *************t, |
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you're the One |
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I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun |
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And all my old habits can hop onto |
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of a roof to plunge |
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I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds |
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************* the club, instead of ******* I'd hang |
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with a group of nuns |
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And everyone |
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that I ran into would know |
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what I came to do |
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I wouldn't take a step unless |
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it was in the name of You |
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I hate the fact that I have to believe |
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You haven't been chatting |
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with me like you did Adam and Eve |
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And I ain't seen no ******g |
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talking snake unravel from trees |
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With an apple to eat, |
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that *************t never happens to me |
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I don't know if you do or don't exist, |
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it is driving me crazy |
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Send your condolences, |
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this is me reaching to you so don't forget |
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If hell is truly your pit of fire |
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and I get thrown in it |
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I'mma probably regret the fact |
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that I ever wrote this *************t |
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My gut feeling says it's all fake, |
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I hate to say it but ************* it, |
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*************t I done lost faith |
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This isn't a small phase, |
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my perspective's all changed |
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My thoughts just keep picking |
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*************t apart all day |
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And in my mind I make perfect sense |
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If you aren't real |
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then all my prayers aren't worth a cent |
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That would mean |
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that I could just make up |
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what my purpose is |
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And I could just sit in church |
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and say "*************" in the services |
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Man what if Jesus was a facade? |
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Then that would mean |
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the government's god |
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I feel like they've |
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been brainwa*************ng us with a lot |
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So much that we don't even notice |
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that we're stuck in the box |
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Man everything is "what if", |
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why is it always "what if" |
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Planet Earth "what if", |
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the universe "what if" |
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My sacrifice "what if", |
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my afterlife "what if" |
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Every ******g thing |
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that deals with you is ******g suspect |
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I'm ******g done, |
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I'm ******g done |
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This is my ******g life |
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and I'm living it, I'm having fun |
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If you really care for me, |
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prove that I need to live carefully |
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But I'll be damned |
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if I put my own pleasure aside |
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for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed |
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We are you, and you're us, |
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stop playing games |
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My life's all I got, |
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and heaven is all in my brain |
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And when I feel I am in hell, |
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my ideas are what get me through pain |
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Do as you please, |
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and I'll just do me, |
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I'm a human, |
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I'll stay in my lane |
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I'll mind |
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