| [00:02.530] | My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all |
| [00:08.140] | the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all |
| [00:14.150] | And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall |
| [00:20.240] | it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad |
| [00:26.770] | My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all |
| [00:32.160] | the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all |
| [00:38.200] | And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall |
| [00:44.310] | it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad |
| [00:47.630] | |
| [00:49.490] | Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't callin' |
| [00:52.580] | I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom |
| [00:55.640] | I sent two letters back in autumn You must not have got 'em |
| [00:58.570] | There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin' |
| [01:01.540] | |
| [01:01.720] | Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em |
| [01:04.520] | But anyways, fuck it, what's been up man, how's your daughter? |
| [01:07.580] | My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm out to be a father |
| [01:10.070] | If I have a daughter, guess what I'm-a call her? I'm-a |
| [01:12.850] | name her Bonnie. |
| [01:13.620] | |
| [01:13.820] | I read about your uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry |
| [01:16.410] | I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't wanthim. |
| [01:19.520] | I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggestfan. |
| [01:22.820] | I even got the underground shit that you did with Scam. |
| [01:25.620] | |
| [01:25.960] | I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man. |
| [01:28.900] | I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, that shit was fat. |
| [01:31.800] | Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, just to chat |
| [01:35.410] | Truly yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan. |
| [01:37.800] | |
| [01:38.370] | My tears gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all |
| [01:44.050] | the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all |
| [01:50.030] | And even if I could it'd all be great, to put your picture on my wall |
| [01:56.090] | it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad |
| [02:00.370] | |
| [02:01.230] | Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, |
| [02:03.730] | I hope you have the chance. |
| [02:04.750] | I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans. |
| [02:07.850] | If you didn't want to talk to me outside your concert |
| [02:10.470] | You didn't have to but you could have signed an autograph for Matthew. |
| [02:13.560] | That's my little brother, man. He's only 6 years old. |
| [02:15.720] | We waited in the blistering cold for you for 4 hours and ya just said no. |
| [02:19.810] | That's pretty shitty man, you're like his fuckin' idol |
| [02:22.710] | He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more |
| [02:24.830] | than I do. |
| [02:25.520] | |
| [02:25.700] | I ain't that mad, but I just don't like bein' lied to. |
| [02:28.550] | Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I write you |
| [02:31.480] | You would write back. See, I'm just like you in a way. |
| [02:33.820] | I never knew my father neither. |
| [02:35.630] | He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her. |
| [02:37.770] | |
| [02:37.970] | I can relate to what you're sayin' in your songs. |
| [02:40.390] | So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on. |
| [02:43.350] | Cause I don't really got shit else, so that shit help when I'm depressed. |
| [02:46.480] | I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest. |
| [02:49.170] | |
| [02:49.590] | Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds. |
| [02:52.600] | It's like adrenaline. The Pain is such a sudden rush for me. |
| [02:55.140] | See, everything you say is real, and I respect you |
| [02:58.000] | 'cause you tell it. |
| [02:58.550] | My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7. |
| [03:01.530] | But she don't know you like I know you, Slim, no one does. |
| [03:04.330] | She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up. |
| [03:07.410] | You've gotta call me man. I'll be the biggest fan |
| [03:09.440] | you'll ever lose. |
| [03:10.250] | Sincerely yours, Stan. PS: We should be together too. |
| [03:13.380] | |
| [03:13.550] | My tears gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all |
| [03:20.030] | the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all |
| [03:26.030] | And even if I could it'd all be great, to put your picture on my wall |
| [03:32.040] | it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad |
| [03:36.810] | |
| [03:37.050] | Dear Mr. "I'm too good to call or write my fans" |
| [03:40.270] | This'll be the last package I ever send your ass. |
| [03:43.390] | It's been six months and still no word. I don't deserve it? |
| [03:46.000] | I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect. |
| [03:49.480] | |
| [03:49.670] | So this is my cassette I'm sending you. I hope you hear it. |
| [03:52.140] | I'm in the car right now. I'm doing 90 on the freeway. |
| [03:55.380] | Hey Slim, "I drank a fifth of vodka, ya dare me to drive?" |
| [03:58.900] | You know that song by Phil Collins from "The Air In The Night"? |
| [04:01.850] | About that guy who could have saved that other guy fromdrowning? |
| [04:04.690] | But didn't? Then Phil saw it all then at his show he found him? |
| [04:07.580] | That's kinda how this is. You could have rescued me fromdrowning. |
| [04:10.470] | Now it's too late. I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy. |
| [04:13.040] | |
| [04:13.290] | And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call. |
| [04:16.340] | I hope you know I ripped all o' your pictures off the wall. |
| [04:19.530] | I love you Slim, we could have been together. Think about it. |
| [04:22.920] | You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it. |
| [04:26.050] | And when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it. |
| [04:29.000] | I hope your conscious eats at you and you can't breathe without me. |
| [04:32.380] | See Slim, {screaming} shut up bitch, I'm trying to talk |
| [04:34.560] | Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk. |
| [04:37.490] | But I didn't slit her throat, |
| [04:38.760] | I just tied her up, see I ain't like you. |
| [04:40.560] | 'Cause if she suffocates, she'll suffer more, |
| [04:42.710] | and then she'll die too. |
| [04:43.880] | Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now. |
| [04:46.750] | Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out? |
| [04:49.800] | |
| [04:50.740] | {screeching tires, crashing sounds, car splashes into thewater} |
| [04:59.490] | |
| [05:01.890] | My tears gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all |
| [05:08.060] | the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all |
| [05:14.050] | And even if I could it'd all be great, but your picture on my wall |
| [05:20.180] | it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad |
| [05:24.950] | |
| [05:25.530] | Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner, but I've just been busy. |
| [05:28.480] | You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? |
| [05:31.560] | Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that. |
| [05:34.420] | And here's an autograph for your brother: |
| [05:36.010] | I wrote it on your Starter cap. |
| [05:37.590] | |
| [05:37.880] | I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must have missed you. |
| [05:40.910] | Don't think I did that shit intentionally, just to diss you. |
| [05:43.920] | And what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? |
| [05:47.050] | I say that shit just clownin' dawg, |
| [05:48.570] | c'mon, how fucked up is you? |
| [05:49.900] | You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some counselin' |
| [05:52.550] | To help your ass from bouncin' off the walls when you get down some. |
| [05:55.720] | |
| [05:56.120] | And what's this shit about us meant to be together? |
| [05:58.220] | That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other. |
| [06:01.450] | I really think you and your girlfriend need each other. |
| [06:04.400] | Or maybe you just need to treat her better. |
| [06:06.860] | I hope you get to read this letter. |
| [06:08.520] | I just hope it reaches you in time. |
| [06:10.330] | Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'd be doin' just fine |
| [06:13.290] | If you'd relax a little. I'm glad that I inspire you, but Stan |
| [06:16.460] | Why are you so mad? Try to understand that I do want you as a fan. |
| [06:20.070] | I just don't want you to do some crazy shit. |
| [06:22.530] | I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick. |
| [06:25.680] | Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge |
| [06:28.470] | And had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was |
| [06:30.370] | pregnant with his kid |
| [06:31.350] | And in the car they found a tape but it didn't say who it was to |
| [06:34.360] | Come to think about it...his name was...it was you. |
| [06:37.550] | Damn. |
| [06:40.030] | |
| [06:40.320] |