Going Through Changes

Going Through Changes Lyrics

Song Going Through Changes
Artist Eminem
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[00:-4.52] Eminem - Going Through Changes
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[00:05.84] I'm going through changes
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[00:20.93] Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for ___ like Philly,
[00:24.86] I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely,
[00:27.56] I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining,
[00:30.96] But life keeps on complicating, an' I'm debating,
[00:32.96] On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls,
[00:36.22] Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it,
[00:38.08] But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty,
[00:40.68] When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help.
[00:44.12] I can't do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs,
[00:48.15] Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying,
[00:50.35] Around with the idea, of ending the shit right here.
[00:53.77] I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors,
[00:57.60] I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
[01:01.59] I give a fuck, only thing I fear, is Hailie,
[01:04.38] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,
[01:07.25] Shit..
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[01:07.82] I'm going through changes
[01:15.60] I'm going through changes
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[01:22.36] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon,
[01:25.28] Yeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you.
[01:27.98] Marshall what happened at you, you can't stop with these pills,
[01:31.03] And you've fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you.
[01:33.57] It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up,
[01:36.50] Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled.
[01:39.63] Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed,
[01:42.03] They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust,
[01:44.67] Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that,
[01:46.99] He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, no-body, he fights first,
[01:49.93] But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse,
[01:51.68] Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills.
[01:54.75] Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it,
[01:56.76] Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like "yes man",
[01:59.46] And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it,
[02:03.04] It's in their best interest to protect their investment.
[02:05.85] And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then...
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[02:09.46] I'm going through changes
[02:16.95] Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes...
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[02:24.49] My friends just can't understand this new me,
[02:26.45] That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be,
[02:29.14] You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo.
[02:33.53] And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do,
[02:36.52] I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is,
[02:39.26] Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low.
[02:42.65] I sit alone in my home theatre, watchin' the same damn DVD,
[02:46.58] Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive.
[02:49.35] And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright.
[02:52.79] And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night,
[02:55.23] I just take a couple more, yeah you're motherfuckin' right,
[02:57.98] I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound.
[03:00.78] Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, don't look now,
[03:03.50] Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground.
[03:06.66] Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice,
[03:08.70] Yeah baby hold me down.
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[03:10.69] I'm going through changes
[03:18.14] Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes...
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[03:26.28] Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through.
[03:29.77] Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof.
[03:31.84] I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few,
[03:34.60] Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth.
[03:37.39] shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
[03:40.16] I think about the things I would never got to say to you,
[03:42.87] I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do.
[03:45.76] Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too,
[03:48.52] I still love your mother, that'll never change,
[03:50.74] Think about her every day, we just could never get it together.
[03:53.91] Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it,
[03:56.39] But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on anyday.
[03:59.72] There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains,
[04:02.53] Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain.
[04:05.30] But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame,
[04:08.13] I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint.
[04:10.95] I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history,
[04:13.64] But just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say,
[04:16.47] I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way.
[04:19.28] But I just had to get away, don't know why,
[04:20.35] I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm..
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[04:23.94] I'm going through changes
[04:30.19] Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes...
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