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There's times in my life where I just |
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I just wanna run away, I just |
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I just wish the pain would stop |
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I don't wanna cry no more |
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I wish the pain would go away |
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Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal |
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Sometimes I wanna pull it, end it all with a bullet |
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Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bullshit |
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Mad as f*ck, a n*gga had enough |
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From Jump street, saw my father murder Massacre Slain |
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One shot took half of his brain, I recapture the pain |
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Twenty-three years, three when it happened |
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Twenty-six now, still I can't stop the tears |
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Then my mood switch, thinkin about this sheisty chick |
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Kinda funny cause they fake it when they callin you honey |
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On your trick when they think a n*gga, might be rich |
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That's when I shit, cause I know you f*ck with me for my money |
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Learned the hard way, ain't no correctin the grief |
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Baby moms starts flexin', my so-called beef |
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Don't give a f*ck if they marked me For Death like Steven |
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Or relievin your breathin, long as I'm even 'fore I'm leavin |
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Pain... |
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I wish this pain, would go away(Talkin' about the kind of pain I'm in) |
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I wish this pain, would go away(Just gets all up in your heart,and in your soul) |
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I wish this pain, would go away(The kind of pain that makes you feel like you can't go on no more) |
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I wish this pain, would go away(The kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on anyone) |
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I can't relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate |
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Is it my fate, am I that n*gga, that they love to hate |
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Solely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they want my brain gone |
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Cause of a f*ckin' chain on? |
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Migraine's on, now the pain's warm, I stagger |
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And I'm hopin I don't know the cat with the dagger |
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Penetratin my heart, rushed thoughts etched in grief |
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To the City College deceased may you rest in peace |
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To the families, I never meant to cause no pain |
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I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame |
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Overcome at times by uncontrollable flames, and multiple pains |
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Now it seems like I'm going insane |
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For the love of you and Hip-Hop I expand the news |
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But before my shit drops, I stand accused |
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Don't you think I wish we all was rich? |
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One for all it's pain to see your people when they all can't ball |
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The Pain.. |
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I wish this pain, would go away |
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I wish this pain, would go away(I don't wanna give no more pain) |
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I wish this pain, would go away(I don't wanna receive no more pain) |
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I wish this pain, would go away(God, please take the pain away) |
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I can still hear the shots that left my man Big layin |
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On my knees cryin and prayin, then I said |
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"God why? Got to know how hard we try |
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Don't let him die, please don't let my n*gga be dead" |
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But it was too late, California sealed his fate |
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Gone now, hard to move on now, f*ck making songs now |
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Wish I could die, I could fly |
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If they don't give a f*ck, f*ck it why should I? |
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That's when Big spoke, pulled up in a glistening 3 |
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With platinum wings and said, "Puff listen to me" |
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He puts his hands on my head and said "I live through you |
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Make hits continuous, this is what we do |
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I know it might be strenous and times is hard |
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Just keep the faith cause now we rhyme with God |
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Plus you owe it to yourself and don't forget the kids" |
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That's when I opened up my eyes and knew Bad Boy lives |
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I wish this pain, would go away |
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I wish this pain, would go away |
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One day the pain is gonna stop(I wish this pain, would go away) |
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One day there's gonna be no more pain(I wish this pain, would go away) |
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I'm tellin you man |
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Now don't let these motherf*ckers f*ck your shit up dawg |
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I don't give a f*ck WHO it is |
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Don't let em fuck yo' paper man, please Big |
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Focus your mind man, do your albums, make them hot joints |
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Man f*ck these n*ggaz man |
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F*ck these niggaz man |
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And I'ma tell the same thing to you |
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When you get your shit done, watch your money, and |
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Hopefully, I pray for you, you be the shit |
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And soon motherf*ckers start screaming your name out |
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Like they screamin all these other, so-called hot n*ggaz |
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Never take your eyes off that sh*t yo |
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Try to get everything you can out of these motherf*ckers yo |
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Ain't no guarantee they gonna love you next year... |
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I wish this pain, would go away |
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I wish this pain, would go away |
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One day the pain is gonna stop(I wish this pain would go away) |
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One day there's gonna be no more pain(I wish this pain, would go away) |
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One day the pain is gonna stop (I wish this pain, would go away) |
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One day there's gonna be no more pain |
