[00:36.100] | The first time I saw her |
[00:39.400] | Everything in my head went quiet. |
[00:42.260] | All the tics, all the constantly refreshing images |
[00:45.480] | just disappeared |
[00:46.730] | |
[00:48.280] | When you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder |
[00:49.950] | You don’t really get quiet moments. |
[00:52.160] | Even in bed, I’m thinking: |
[00:53.670] | Did I lock the doors? Yes.Did I wash my hands? Yes. |
[00:55.030] | Did I lock the doors? Yes.Did I wash my hands? Yes. |
[00:55.870] | But when I saw her, |
[00:57.100] | the only thing I could think about was the hairpin curve of her lips |
[00:59.830] | Or the eyelash on her cheek |
[01:01.710] | The eyelash on her cheek |
[01:02.520] | The eyelash on her cheek. |
[01:03.990] | |
[01:05.270] | I knew I had to talk to her. |
[01:08.030] | I asked her out six times in thirty seconds. |
[01:11.420] | She said yes after the 3rd one, |
[01:12.980] | But none of them felt right, |
[01:14.000] | So I had to keep going. |
[01:15.370] | |
[01:15.580] | On our first date |
[01:16.540] | I spent more time organizing my meal by color than I did eating it |
[01:20.500] | or talking to her |
[01:21.530] | |
[01:22.060] | But she loved it |
[01:24.070] | |
[01:24.320] | She loved that I had to kiss her goodbye sixteen times or |
[01:26.360] | twenty-four times if it was Wednesday |
[01:28.080] | She loved that it took me forever to walk home |
[01:30.200] | Because there are lots of cracks on our sidewalk |
[01:33.020] | |
[01:33.540] | When we moved in together, she said she felt safe |
[01:35.600] | like no one would ever rob us because |
[01:37.320] | I definitely locked the door eighteen times |
[01:40.170] | |
[01:41.300] | She close her eyes |
[01:42.260] | And imagine days and nights what passing infact. |
[01:45.080] | |
[02:55.610] | When she said she loved me |
[02:56.760] | Her mouth was a straight line. |
[02:58.250] | |
[02:58.550] | She told me that I was taking up too much of her time. |
[03:01.190] | |
[03:01.650] | Last week she started sleeping at her mother’s place. |
[03:04.180] | She told me that she shouldn’t have let me get so attached to her |
[03:07.010] | that this whole thing was a mistake |
[03:09.000] | |
[03:09.370] | But how can it be a mistake that I don’t have to wash my hands |
[03:11.390] | after I touched her? |
[03:12.900] | |
[03:13.200] | Love is not a mistake |
[03:15.190] | |
[03:15.450] | It’s killing me |
[03:16.500] | that she can run away from this and I just can’t. |
[03:19.430] | |
[03:19.580] | I can’tgo out and find someone new because I always think of her. |
[03:23.140] | Usually, when I obsess over things |
[03:25.340] | I see germs sneaking into my skin. |
[03:27.770] | |
[03:28.050] | I see myself crushed by an endless succession of cars. |
[03:31.050] | And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on |
[03:34.990] | |
[03:35.170] | I want to wake up every morning |
[03:37.010] | Thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel |
[03:38.980] | How she turns shower knobs like she's opening a safe |
[03:41.900] | How she blows out candles |
[03:42.920] | Blows out candles |
[03:43.760] | Blows out candles |
[03:44.390] | Blows out candles |
[03:45.170] | Blows out candles |
[03:45.990] | Blows out the candles.blows out… |
[03:48.180] | |
[03:49.390] | Now, I just think about who else is kissing her. |
[03:52.420] | I can’t breathe because he only kisses her once |
[03:54.730] | He doesn’t care if it’s perfect! |
[03:56.370] | |
[03:56.600] | I want her back, So Bad! |
[03:59.500] | |
[04:00.490] | I leave the door unlocked. |
[04:01.640] | |
[04:03.510] | I leave the lights on. |
[04:04.250] | |
[04:50.560] | Change,right |
[04:51.400] | |
[04:51.960] | When I be imagined to change two things |
[04:54.420] | Listen and speak up |
[00:36.100] | The first time I saw her |
[00:39.400] | Everything in my head went quiet. |
[00:42.260] | All the tics, all the constantly refreshing images |
[00:45.480] | just disappeared |
[00:46.730] | |
[00:48.280] | When you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder |
[00:49.950] | You don' t really get quiet moments. |
[00:52.160] | Even in bed, I' m thinking: |
[00:53.670] | Did I lock the doors? Yes. Did I wash my hands? Yes. |
[00:55.030] | Did I lock the doors? Yes. Did I wash my hands? Yes. |
[00:55.870] | But when I saw her, |
[00:57.100] | the only thing I could think about was the hairpin curve of her lips |
[00:59.830] | Or the eyelash on her cheek |
[01:01.710] | The eyelash on her cheek |
[01:02.520] | The eyelash on her cheek. |
[01:03.990] | |
[01:05.270] | I knew I had to talk to her. |
[01:08.030] | I asked her out six times in thirty seconds. |
[01:11.420] | She said yes after the 3rd one, |
[01:12.980] | But none of them felt right, |
[01:14.000] | So I had to keep going. |
[01:15.370] | |
[01:15.580] | On our first date |
[01:16.540] | I spent more time organizing my meal by color than I did eating it |
[01:20.500] | or talking to her |
[01:21.530] | |
[01:22.060] | But she loved it |
[01:24.070] | |
[01:24.320] | She loved that I had to kiss her goodbye sixteen times or |
[01:26.360] | twentyfour times if it was Wednesday |
[01:28.080] | She loved that it took me forever to walk home |
[01:30.200] | Because there are lots of cracks on our sidewalk |
[01:33.020] | |
[01:33.540] | When we moved in together, she said she felt safe |
[01:35.600] | like no one would ever rob us because |
[01:37.320] | I definitely locked the door eighteen times |
[01:40.170] | |
[01:41.300] | She close her eyes |
[01:42.260] | And imagine days and nights what passing infact. |
[01:45.080] | |
[02:55.610] | When she said she loved me |
[02:56.760] | Her mouth was a straight line. |
[02:58.250] | |
[02:58.550] | She told me that I was taking up too much of her time. |
[03:01.190] | |
[03:01.650] | Last week she started sleeping at her mother' s place. |
[03:04.180] | She told me that she shouldn' t have let me get so attached to her |
[03:07.010] | that this whole thing was a mistake |
[03:09.000] | |
[03:09.370] | But how can it be a mistake that I don' t have to wash my hands |
[03:11.390] | after I touched her? |
[03:12.900] | |
[03:13.200] | Love is not a mistake |
[03:15.190] | |
[03:15.450] | It' s killing me |
[03:16.500] | that she can run away from this and I just can' t. |
[03:19.430] | |
[03:19.580] | I can' tgo out and find someone new because I always think of her. |
[03:23.140] | Usually, when I obsess over things |
[03:25.340] | I see germs sneaking into my skin. |
[03:27.770] | |
[03:28.050] | I see myself crushed by an endless succession of cars. |
[03:31.050] | And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on |
[03:34.990] | |
[03:35.170] | I want to wake up every morning |
[03:37.010] | Thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel |
[03:38.980] | How she turns shower knobs like she' s opening a safe |
[03:41.900] | How she blows out candles |
[03:42.920] | Blows out candles |
[03:43.760] | Blows out candles |
[03:44.390] | Blows out candles |
[03:45.170] | Blows out candles |
[03:45.990] | Blows out the candles. blows out |
[03:48.180] | |
[03:49.390] | Now, I just think about who else is kissing her. |
[03:52.420] | I can' t breathe because he only kisses her once |
[03:54.730] | He doesn' t care if it' s perfect! |
[03:56.370] | |
[03:56.600] | I want her back, So Bad! |
[03:59.500] | |
[04:00.490] | I leave the door unlocked. |
[04:01.640] | |
[04:03.510] | I leave the lights on. |
[04:04.250] | |
[04:50.560] | Change, right |
[04:51.400] | |
[04:51.960] | When I be imagined to change two things |
[04:54.420] | Listen and speak up |
[00:36.100] | The first time I saw her |
[00:39.400] | Everything in my head went quiet. |
[00:42.260] | All the tics, all the constantly refreshing images |
[00:45.480] | just disappeared |
[00:46.730] | |
[00:48.280] | When you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder |
[00:49.950] | You don' t really get quiet moments. |
[00:52.160] | Even in bed, I' m thinking: |
[00:53.670] | Did I lock the doors? Yes. Did I wash my hands? Yes. |
[00:55.030] | Did I lock the doors? Yes. Did I wash my hands? Yes. |
[00:55.870] | But when I saw her, |
[00:57.100] | the only thing I could think about was the hairpin curve of her lips |
[00:59.830] | Or the eyelash on her cheek |
[01:01.710] | The eyelash on her cheek |
[01:02.520] | The eyelash on her cheek. |
[01:03.990] | |
[01:05.270] | I knew I had to talk to her. |
[01:08.030] | I asked her out six times in thirty seconds. |
[01:11.420] | She said yes after the 3rd one, |
[01:12.980] | But none of them felt right, |
[01:14.000] | So I had to keep going. |
[01:15.370] | |
[01:15.580] | On our first date |
[01:16.540] | I spent more time organizing my meal by color than I did eating it |
[01:20.500] | or talking to her |
[01:21.530] | |
[01:22.060] | But she loved it |
[01:24.070] | |
[01:24.320] | She loved that I had to kiss her goodbye sixteen times or |
[01:26.360] | twentyfour times if it was Wednesday |
[01:28.080] | She loved that it took me forever to walk home |
[01:30.200] | Because there are lots of cracks on our sidewalk |
[01:33.020] | |
[01:33.540] | When we moved in together, she said she felt safe |
[01:35.600] | like no one would ever rob us because |
[01:37.320] | I definitely locked the door eighteen times |
[01:40.170] | |
[01:41.300] | She close her eyes |
[01:42.260] | And imagine days and nights what passing infact. |
[01:45.080] | |
[02:55.610] | When she said she loved me |
[02:56.760] | Her mouth was a straight line. |
[02:58.250] | |
[02:58.550] | She told me that I was taking up too much of her time. |
[03:01.190] | |
[03:01.650] | Last week she started sleeping at her mother' s place. |
[03:04.180] | She told me that she shouldn' t have let me get so attached to her |
[03:07.010] | that this whole thing was a mistake |
[03:09.000] | |
[03:09.370] | But how can it be a mistake that I don' t have to wash my hands |
[03:11.390] | after I touched her? |
[03:12.900] | |
[03:13.200] | Love is not a mistake |
[03:15.190] | |
[03:15.450] | It' s killing me |
[03:16.500] | that she can run away from this and I just can' t. |
[03:19.430] | |
[03:19.580] | I can' tgo out and find someone new because I always think of her. |
[03:23.140] | Usually, when I obsess over things |
[03:25.340] | I see germs sneaking into my skin. |
[03:27.770] | |
[03:28.050] | I see myself crushed by an endless succession of cars. |
[03:31.050] | And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on |
[03:34.990] | |
[03:35.170] | I want to wake up every morning |
[03:37.010] | Thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel |
[03:38.980] | How she turns shower knobs like she' s opening a safe |
[03:41.900] | How she blows out candles |
[03:42.920] | Blows out candles |
[03:43.760] | Blows out candles |
[03:44.390] | Blows out candles |
[03:45.170] | Blows out candles |
[03:45.990] | Blows out the candles. blows out |
[03:48.180] | |
[03:49.390] | Now, I just think about who else is kissing her. |
[03:52.420] | I can' t breathe because he only kisses her once |
[03:54.730] | He doesn' t care if it' s perfect! |
[03:56.370] | |
[03:56.600] | I want her back, So Bad! |
[03:59.500] | |
[04:00.490] | I leave the door unlocked. |
[04:01.640] | |
[04:03.510] | I leave the lights on. |
[04:04.250] | |
[04:50.560] | Change, right |
[04:51.400] | |
[04:51.960] | When I be imagined to change two things |
[04:54.420] | Listen and speak up |