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Smokin' on the loudest out |
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Tryna see through a cloud of doubt |
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Goin' till a pound is out |
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We all got problems too proud to pout |
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More than '99, I ain't about to count |
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Takin' long walks when I'm out and about |
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Dreaming 10 mil just to round amount |
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Used to look for direction, till I found a route |
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Wonder how the charts feel |
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Paranoia thoughts stay dark, still |
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Everyday I'm here I try to write songs |
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Cause I know the beat'll longer than my heart will |
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Yeah, tryna see every state |
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No white lighters, hope I see 28 |
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You can tell my girl I'mma be runnin' late |
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Can't tell how much longer she's gonna wait |
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A real good girl with a dirt bag guy |
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She could probably do better than me |
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Like a rich-ass lawyer with a house and car |
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Who takes care of her and never leaves |
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Man, ****t I try my best |
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Nobody here for me to try and impress |
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I'd rather chase a dream |
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Than be content to sit behind a desk |
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I used to live with the highest stress |
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But **** it, I digress |
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Just believe |
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Lately I've been losing sleep |
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Stressed, sorry if my mood is deep |
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No one to talk to, I use the beat |
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A couple bad habits that I choose to keep |
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My intake of booze is steep |
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Pop a couple of pills that I use to sleep |
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I think I took a few this week |
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I'm trying to adjust to the hugest leap |
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I'm living off this music, here |
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But I'm afraid of failing |
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That's the truth, sincere |
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My anxiety is getting too severe |
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But I ain't giving up, there's no excuses here |
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Dying young might be my truest fear |
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But now my future's bright and my view is clear |
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Told her I'mma get it, I'mma do it, dear |
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There's no way in hell I could lose this year |
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I worked 10 years 'fore it ever paid off |
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You don't know what I had to trade off |
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I shed tears when my moms got laid off |
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Life's never fair, it never plays soft |
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I'mma go get it, I'mma do it for my folks |
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Every day I'm out, man I always do the most |
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You would do the same ****t if you was on the ropes |
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****t gets realer when you zooming up close |
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Just believe |