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Everything costs something bro |
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Winning somewhere, somewhere else you just lost something though |
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The cost of opportunities is always good to know |
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But if you know that then you're good to go |
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Yea, no dreams too big |
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Chase anything you have the passion to do |
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Only a dream 'till it happens to you |
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Finally seeing money now I'm acting a fool |
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Never thought touring the world all year would be something I might actually do |
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Friends came through got me so high |
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I forgot who I was passin' it to |
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Party in a mansion splash in a pool |
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Reminiscing '06 back in the school |
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When my whole crew would come through and rap with us too |
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Couple of them been goons, packin in a tool |
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Go ahead try and talk shit on me |
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I squad up come back with a crew |
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Call me a bitch see what that's gonna do |
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Fights in the streets like that shit was cool |
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Yea, We used to do dumb shit daily |
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Dreamed since I was just a baby |
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Now I'm here its "Fuck you, pay me" |
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I just had enough of waiting |
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I worked hard, they stuck with lazy |
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If I stayed I'd have just went crazy |
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People change |
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Everything's in constant motion |
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My old girl's across the ocean |
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Some stuff fades thats lost devotion |
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Some folks stay some come and go |
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Ain't what you think it's what you know |
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I must run fast you're running slow |
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Smoke, break down some kush and roll a dutch |
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Right now my vibe's so alive so please |
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When we smoke just hush |
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Me and some of those who's closest to me haven't spoken much |
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Crazy when you learn the cost of blowing up |
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Yea |
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I know I should keep in better touch |
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But that door it never shuts |
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Even when we chilled I never said that much |
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Sometimes it be worth the bullshit sometimes you should let it flush |
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Yea, but when I'm on tour now I just get a rush |
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Everything is hella plush |
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Get caught up in all the girls I get and stuff |
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Meanwhile I see some girls I used to know are getting wed and stuff |
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Having kids with full salary jobs while I'm just getting drunk |
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Missing every birthday anniversary |
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Yesterday my moms got out of surgery |
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Wasn't even in town |
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Shows and after parties what I've been 'round |
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Finding out the news late |
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Imagine how that shit sound |
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Sit down priorities are all over the place and shit |
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Stress levels rise and that J gets lit |
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Try on shoes that Jay Z fit |
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Fuck all that complacent shit |
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I'm just dropping crazy shit |
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Trying to outdo those fool who think they can spit |
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But I can't even lie |
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All this real life shit is passing me by |
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Talking to myself and I'm asking me why |
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Would I feel better as an average guy? |
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But I know that's just a lie |
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Pour up a glass and get high |
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Wonder if this rockstar life taking a toll on me like I'm asking to die |
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Going on tour for 6 months, hug moms right after she sigh |
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Look up wish me luck when you see that plane pass in the sky |
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No Stress bullshit gets passed to the side |
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Working hard to make sure I'mma be the man when I die |
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Yea |
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Hey Gerald I just wanted to leave a message |
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Just to talk about with you |
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You have risen to the peaks of A. behavior |
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And creativity, and its just the beginning Gerald and it's going to be your life by the sounds of it, and I'm just so proud |
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I just wanted to call and sound like my cheery self when I'm happy |
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So it's just the beginning your going to be blown away |
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And you have your grounding, and yourself and thats so rare |
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So I'll talk to you soon and |
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Play on |
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Ok sweetie I love you bye |