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8. Suite Sister Mary |
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[00:02.36][Dr. X:] |
"Kill her. That's all you have to do." |
[00:07.82][Nikki:] |
"Kill Mary?" |
[00:09.06][Dr. X:] |
"She's a risk, and get the priest as well." |
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10 P.M., I feel the rain coming down |
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My face feels the wet, my mind the storm |
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Flashing lights as people race to find shelter from the pour |
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Moving silent, through the streets, they're mine, they're |
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mine |
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Midnite, she sings praises in the Hall |
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To saintly faces hallowed be their names she can't recall |
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Sister Mary, virgin Mary, silent with her sin |
[02:21.06]( [Mary:] |
"What are you doing out in the rain?" ) |
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She feels me, I can taste her breath when she speaks |
[02:27.26]( [Mary:] |
"I've been waiting for you. Come in." ) |
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Mary, Mary just a whore for the underground |
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They made you pay in guilt for your salvation |
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Thought you had them fooled? Now they've sent me for you |
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You know too much for your own good |
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Don't offer me faith, I've got all I need here |
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My faith is growing, growing tight against the seam |
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What we need is trust, to keep us both alive |
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Help us make it through the night |
[03:40.64][Mary] |
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I've no more want of any faith |
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Binds my arm and feed my mind |
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The only peace I've ever known |
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I'll close my eyes and you shoot |
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No Mary, listen, you've got to pull your strength from my |
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lips |
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I pray I feed you well |
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Your precious cross is gone, it made me wait so long |
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For what you gave to everyone |
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The priest is cold and dead on his knees he fed |
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From my barrel of death, he turned the Holy water red |
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As he died he said thank you |
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I just watched him bleed |
[04:26.60][Mary] |
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I feel the flow, the blessed stain |
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Sweating hands like fire, and flames |
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Burn my thighs, spread in sacrificial rite |
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The hallowed altar burns my flesh once more tonight |
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Mary, sweet lady of pain |
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Always alone |
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Blind you search for the truth |
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I see myself in you, parallel lives |
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Winding at light-speed through time |
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No time to rest yet |
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We've got to stop his game |
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Before madness has the final laugh |
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Too much bloodshed |
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We're being used and fed |
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Like rats in experiments |
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No final outcome here |
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Only pain and fear |
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It's followed us both all our lives |
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There's one thing left to see |
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Will it be him or me? |
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There's one more candle left to light |
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Don't turn your back on my disgrace |
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The blood of Christ can't heal my wounds...so deep |
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The sins of man are all I taste |
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Can't spit the memory from my mind |
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I can't cry anymore |
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Mary, my lady of pain, always alone |
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Blind you search for the truth |
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I see myself in you, parallel lives |
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Winding at light-speed through time, you're mine |
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9. The Needle Lies |
[10:19.34][SPOKEN] |
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[10:43.32][Nikki:] |
"I've had enough and I WANT OUT!" |
[10:46.26][Dr. X:] "You can't walk away now." [Laughs] |
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I looked back once |
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And all I saw was his face |
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Smiling, the needle crying |
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Walking out of his room |
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With mirrors, afraid I heard him scream |
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You'll never get away |
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Cold and shaking |
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I crawled down alleys to try |
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And scrape away the tracks that marked me |
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Slammed my face into walls of concrete |
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I stared, amazed at the words written on the wall |
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Don't ever trust |
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Don't ever trust the needle, it lies |
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Don't ever trust |
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Don't ever trust the needle when it cries... |
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Cries your name |
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Wet and raving |
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The needle keeps calling me back |
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To bloody my hands forever |
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Carved my cure with the blade |
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That left me in scars |
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Now every time I'm weak |
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Words scream from my arm |
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Don't ever trust |
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Don't ever trust the needle, it lies |
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Don't ever trust |
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Don't ever trust the needle when it cries... |
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Cries your name |
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Don't ever trust |
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Don't ever trust the needle, it lies |
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Don't ever trust |
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Don't ever trust the needle when it cries... |
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Cries your name |
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10. Electric Requiem |
[13:52.55]([Nikki:] |
"Anybody home? Mary?") |
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Even in death |
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You still look sad |
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Don't leave me |
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Don't leave me...here |
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I want what you feel, believe me |
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Turn the current on |
[14:41.80][Guitar solo, instrumental] |
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11. Breaking The Silence |
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They told me to run, but just how far? |
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Can I go wearing the black mask of fear? |
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The hate in my eyes always gives me away |
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The tension building slowly |
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Now I lost everything I had in you |
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Nothing we shared means a thing |
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Without you close to me |
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I can't live without you |
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Breaking the silence of the night |
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Can't you hear me screaming? |
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I look for your face in the neon light |
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You never answer me |
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There's no direction to my stare |
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No more flame burning in my heart anymore |
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Quiet, I keep it to myself |
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Until the sun sets slowly |
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I hear your voice in the evening rain calling |
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Nothing will keep us apart |
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No more lies and fear |
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There's no end to our story |
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Breaking the silence of the night |
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Can't you hear me screaming? |
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I look for your face in the neon light |
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You never answer |
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I could make all the wrong seem right |
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If you were by my side |
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I'd gather all the tears you cried |
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And hide them deep underground |
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Can't look back, it's just a waste of time |
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Can't erase this hate from my eyes |
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Breaking the silence of the night |
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Through the streets I'm screaming |
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Looking for you in the neon light |
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Why don't you answer me? |
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Breaking the silence with my cries |
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Can't you hear me screaming? |
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We could make all this wrong seem right |
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But you never answer me |
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12. I Don't Believe In Love |
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I awoke on impact |
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Under surveillance from the camera eye |
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Searching high and low |
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The criminal mind found at the scene of the crime |
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Handcuffed and blind, I didn't do it |
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She said she loved me |
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I guess I never knew |
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But do we ever, ever really know? |
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She said she'd meet me on the other side |
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But I knew right then, I'd never find her |
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I don't believe in love |
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I never have, I never will |
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I don't believe in love |
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It's never worth the pain that you feel |
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No more nightmares, I've seen them all |
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From the day I was born, they've haunted my every move |
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Every open hand's there to push and shove |
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No time for love it doesn't matter |
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She made a difference |
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I guess she had a way |
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Of making every night seem bright as day |
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Now I walk in shadows, never see the light |
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She must have lied 'cause she never said goodbye |
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I don't believe in love |
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I never have, I never will |
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I don't believe in love |
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I'll just pretend she never was real |
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I don't believe in lovev I need to forget her face, I seeit still |
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I don't believe in love |
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It's never worth the pain that you feel |
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No chance for contact |
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There's no raison d'etre |
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My only hope is one day I'll forget |
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The pain of knowing what can never be |
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With or without love it's all the same to me |
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I don't believe in love |
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I never have, I never will |
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I don't believe in love |
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I'll just pretend she never was real |
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I don't believe in love |
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I need to forget her face, I see it still |
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I don't believe in love |
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It's never worth the pain that you feel |
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13. Waiting For 22 |
[24:18.21][Instrumental] |
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14. My Empty Room |
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Empty room today |
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And here I sit |
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Chalk outline upon the wall |
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I remember tracing it |
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A thousand times, the night she died. |
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Why? (Why?) |
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There's no sleep today, I can't pretend |
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When all my dreams are crimes |
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I can't stand facing them |
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Now who will come |
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To wash away my sins |
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Clean my room, fix my meals |
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Be my friend? |
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15. Eyes Of A Stranger |
[26:49.86][Intro, spoken over page] |
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Dr. David, telephone please. Dr. David |
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Dr. Blair, Dr. Blair, Dr. J. Hamilton, Dr. J Hamilton |
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[27:21.89][Nikki screaming and complaining to a nurse] |
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All alone now |
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Except for the memories |
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Of what we had and what we knew |
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Everytime I try to leave it behind me |
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I see something that reminds me of you |
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Every night the dreams return to haunt me |
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Your rosary wrapped around your throat |
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I lie awake and sweat, afraid to fall asleep |
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I see your face looking back at me |
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And I raise my head and stare |
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Into the eyes of a stranger |
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I've always known that the mirror never lies |
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People always turn away |
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From the eyes of a stranger |
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Afraid to know what |
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Lies behind the stare |
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Is this all that's left |
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Of my life before me |
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Straight jacket memories, sedative highs |
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No happy ending like they've always promised |
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There's got to be something left for me |
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And I raise my head and stare |
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Into the eyes of a stranger |
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I've always known that the mirror never lies |
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People always turn away |
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From the eyes of a stranger |
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Afraid to know what |
[30:05.99]Lies behind the stare [Lies behind my stare] |
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How many times must I live this tragedy |
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How many more lies will they tell me |
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All I want is the same as everyone |
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Why am I here, and for how long |
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And I raise my head and stare |
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Into the eyes of a stranger |
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I've always known that the mirror never lies |
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People always turn away |
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From the eyes of a stranger |
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Afraid to know what |
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Lies behind the stare |
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[32:37.17][Instrumental, medley of Operation: Mindcrime, Speak, Revolution Calling] |
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Revolution! |
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I remember now |
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