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You want me to explain |
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how i've been struggling? |
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And how my self esteem |
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has fallen out of bed |
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Inside i feel a mess, |
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my thoughts betray me |
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I keep thinking time has passed |
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when the hour has stayed the same |
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I am fucking low |
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And it hurts far too much to be dead |
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You're so beautiful |
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and i'm nothing more than a speck |
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I'm starting to feel small |
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Cuz You're much bigger than me |
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I watched how you grew tall |
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while sitting in your chair |
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My heart keeps acting up |
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it's pretty scary |
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am i really what you want? |
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i wish i didn't care, |
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please don't get me wrong |
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but somehow it's beginning to hurt |
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i just don't think it's fair |
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how you silently speak thought my words |
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My words |
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I think i've said too much, |
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i feel so emotional |
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i'm so stupid it must make you sick |
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to even believe in me |
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Are you even there? |
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Have you been feeling low? |
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but you're weaker than you will admit |
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i think you've beautiful |
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but one day my face you'll forget |
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cause i'm nothing more than a speck |