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May 10th. |
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Thank God for the rain, which is help wash away |
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the garbage and the trash off the sidewalks. |
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I'm working long hours now. |
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6 days a week, sometimes 7 days a week. |
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It's a long hustle, but it keeps me real busy. |
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I can take in $300, $350 a week. |
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Sometimes even more, when I do it off the meter. |
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All the animals come out at night. |
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Buggers, queens, fairies, dopers, junkies. |
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Sick, venal. |
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Someday, a real rain will come and wash all this scum off the streets. |
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I go all over. |
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I take people to the Bronx, Brooklyn. |
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I take them to Harlem. |
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I don't care. Don't make no difference to me. |
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It does to some. Some won't even take spooks. |
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Don't make no difference to me. |
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Each night when I return the cab to the garage, |
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I have to clean the back seat. |
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Some nights, I clean off the blood. |
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12 hours of work and I still can't sleep. |
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Damn. |
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Days go on and on. They don't end. |
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All my life needed was a sense of someplace to go. |
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I don't believe that one should devote |
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his life to morbid self-attention. |
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I believe that someone should become a person like other people. |
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Loneliness has followed me my whole life, everywhere. |
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In bars, in cars... sidewalks, stores, everywhere. |
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There's no escape. |
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I'm God's lonely man. |
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June 8th. |
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My life has taken another turn again. |
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The days move along with regularity, over and over... |
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And suddenly... there is change. |
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June 29th. |
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I gotta get in shape now. |
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From now on, it'll be 50 pushups each morning. |
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Fifty pull-ups. |
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From now on, it'll be total organization. |
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Every muscle must be tight. |
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The idea had been growing in my brain for some time. |
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True force. |
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All the king's men cannot put it back together again. |
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You talking to me? |
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You talking to me? |
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You talking to me? |
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Then who the hell else are you talking? |
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Talking to me? |
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Well, I'm the only one here. |
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Who do you think you're talking to? |
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Oh, yeah? |
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Okay. |
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Listen, you screwheads. |
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Here is a man who would not take it anymore. |
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A man who stood up against the scum, the dogs, |
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the filth. |
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Here is someone who stood up. |
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Now I see it clearly. |
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My whole life is pointed in one direction. |
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I see that now. |
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And never has been any choice for me. |
