Mansion

Song Mansion
Artist NF
Artist Fleurie
Album Mansion

Lyrics

[00:00.38] Insidious is blind inception
[00:03.80] What's reality with all these questions?
[00:06.69] Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)
[00:13.30] Broken legs but I chase perfection
[00:16.37] These walls are my blank expression
[00:19.66] My mind is a home I'm trapped in
[00:22.85] And it's lonely inside this mansion
[00:31.77] Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics
[00:34.96] They're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrors
[00:38.37] Written all over the floors, all over the chairs
[00:41.43] And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs
[00:44.72] That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release
[00:47.81] And let out the version of NF you don't want to see
[00:50.95] I put holes in the walls with both of my fists 'til they bleed
[00:54.19] You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me
[00:57.47] Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't want to be in
[01:00.45] That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't want to see it
[01:03.68] And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't want to see 'em
[01:06.66] But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em
[01:10.38] I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around
[01:13.22] Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground
[01:16.33] Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now
[01:19.56] Somehow this memory for some reason just won't come down
[01:22.95] You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes
[01:26.09] Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed and I cried
[01:29.21] Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
[01:32.36] But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside
[01:36.85] Insidious is blind inception
[01:39.85] What's reality with all these questions?
[01:43.01] Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)
[01:49.26] Broken legs but I chase perfection
[01:52.54] These walls are my blank expression
[01:55.81] My mind is a home I'm trapped in
[01:59.22] And it's lonely inside this mansion (inside this mansion)
[02:05.02] Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain
[02:07.78] See my problem is I don't fix things
[02:09.92] I just try to repaint, cover 'em up, like it never happen
[02:12.85] Say I wish I could change. Are you confused?
[02:15.10] Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean
[02:17.44] This room's full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems
[02:20.32] The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave
[02:23.73] I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things
[02:26.84] But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep
[02:30.16] I look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these walls
[02:33.30] Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom
[02:36.50] And one of the first things I wrote was I wish I would have called
[02:39.71] But I should just stop now, we ain′t got enough room in this song
[02:43.07] And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am
[02:46.06] And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
[02:49.22] Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like it’s out of my hands
[02:52.42] Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans
[02:56.37] And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive
[02:59.28] And at the rate I'm going they'll probably still be there when I die
[03:02.22] Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
[03:05.30] The question is: Will I ever clean the walls off in time?
[03:09.58] Insidious is blind inception
[03:12.77] What's reality with all these questions?
[03:15.81] Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)
[03:21.70] Broken legs but I chase perfection
[03:25.54] These walls are my blank expression
[03:28.63] My mind is a home I'm trapped in
[03:32.09] And it's lonely inside this mansion (inside this mansion)
[03:37.49] So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years
[03:40.52] I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there
[03:43.76] Cause if I do, there's a chance
[03:45.46] That they might disappear and not come back
[03:48.06] And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside
[03:51.54] So I just leave my doors locked
[03:53.26] You might get other doors to open up but this doors not
[03:56.24] Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
[03:59.33] And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me
[04:02.51] I'm barricaded inside
[04:04.06] So stop watching
[04:05.58] I'm not coming to the door
[04:07.17] So stop knocking, stop knocking
[04:09.62] I'm trapped here
[04:11.10] God keep saying I'm not locked in
[04:12.89] I chose this
[04:13.92] I am lost in my own conscience
[04:16.29] I know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problem
[04:18.92] But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve ′em
[04:22.17] I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there
[04:25.20] But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's living in here
[04:28.55] Fear came to my house years ago I let 'em in
[04:31.70] Maybe that's the problem
[04:32.82] Cause I've been dealing with this ever since
[04:35.01] I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he never did
[04:37.94] He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in
[04:41.38] Now I'm in the position it's either sit here and let him win
[04:44.48] Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can
[04:47.33] Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors
[04:50.97] Is that me or the fear talking?
[04:53.10] I don't know anymore

Pinyin

[00:00.38] Insidious is blind inception
[00:03.80] What' s reality with all these questions?
[00:06.69] Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in
[00:13.30] Broken legs but I chase perfection
[00:16.37] These walls are my blank expression
[00:19.66] My mind is a home I' m trapped in
[00:22.85] And it' s lonely inside this mansion
[00:31.77] Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics
[00:34.96] They' re all over the place, there' s songs in the mirrors
[00:38.37] Written all over the floors, all over the chairs
[00:41.43] And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs
[00:44.72] That' s where I write when I' m in a bad place and need to release
[00:47.81] And let out the version of NF you don' t want to see
[00:50.95] I put holes in the walls with both of my fists ' til they bleed
[00:54.19] You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me
[00:57.47] Physically abused, now that' s the room that I don' t want to be in
[01:00.45] That picture ain' t blurry at all, I just don' t want to see it
[01:03.68] And these walls ain' t blank, I just think I don' t want to see ' em
[01:06.66] But why not? I' m in here, so I might as well read ' em
[01:10.38] I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around
[01:13.22] Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground
[01:16.33] Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now
[01:19.56] Somehow this memory for some reason just won' t come down
[01:22.95] You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes
[01:26.09] Then took me downstairs and beat me ' til I screamed and I cried
[01:29.21] Congratulations, you' ll always have a room in my mind
[01:32.36] But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside
[01:36.85] Insidious is blind inception
[01:39.85] What' s reality with all these questions?
[01:43.01] Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in
[01:49.26] Broken legs but I chase perfection
[01:52.54] These walls are my blank expression
[01:55.81] My mind is a home I' m trapped in
[01:59.22] And it' s lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion
[02:05.02] Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain
[02:07.78] See my problem is I don' t fix things
[02:09.92] I just try to repaint, cover ' em up, like it never happen
[02:12.85] Say I wish I could change. Are you confused?
[02:15.10] Come upstairs and I' ll show you what I mean
[02:17.44] This room' s full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems
[02:20.32] The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave
[02:23.73] I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things
[02:26.84] But it' s hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep
[02:30.16] I look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these walls
[02:33.30] Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom
[02:36.50] And one of the first things I wrote was I wish I would have called
[02:39.71] But I should just stop now, we ain t got enough room in this song
[02:43.07] And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am
[02:46.06] And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
[02:49.22] Shrug it off like it ain' t nothing like it' s out of my hands
[02:52.42] Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans
[02:56.37] And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive
[02:59.28] And at the rate I' m going they' ll probably still be there when I die
[03:02.22] Congratulations, you' ll always have a room in my mind
[03:05.30] The question is: Will I ever clean the walls off in time?
[03:09.58] Insidious is blind inception
[03:12.77] What' s reality with all these questions?
[03:15.81] Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in
[03:21.70] Broken legs but I chase perfection
[03:25.54] These walls are my blank expression
[03:28.63] My mind is a home I' m trapped in
[03:32.09] And it' s lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion
[03:37.49] So this part of my house, no one' s been in it for years
[03:40.52] I built the safe room and I don' t let no one in there
[03:43.76] Cause if I do, there' s a chance
[03:45.46] That they might disappear and not come back
[03:48.06] And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside
[03:51.54] So I just leave my doors locked
[03:53.26] You might get other doors to open up but this doors not
[03:56.24] Cause I don' t want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
[03:59.33] And I' ll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me
[04:02.51] I' m barricaded inside
[04:04.06] So stop watching
[04:05.58] I' m not coming to the door
[04:07.17] So stop knocking, stop knocking
[04:09.62] I' m trapped here
[04:11.10] God keep saying I' m not locked in
[04:12.89] I chose this
[04:13.92] I am lost in my own conscience
[04:16.29] I know that shutting the wall down ain' t solving the problem
[04:18.92] But I didn' t build this house because I thought it would solve em
[04:22.17] I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there
[04:25.20] But it' s not, I' m not the only thing that' s living in here
[04:28.55] Fear came to my house years ago I let ' em in
[04:31.70] Maybe that' s the problem
[04:32.82] Cause I' ve been dealing with this ever since
[04:35.01] I thought that he would leave, but it' s obvious he never did
[04:37.94] He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in
[04:41.38] Now I' m in the position it' s either sit here and let him win
[04:44.48] Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can
[04:47.33] Cause in order to do that I' d have to open the doors
[04:50.97] Is that me or the fear talking?
[04:53.10] I don' t know anymore