| [00:00.38] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [00:03.80] | What's reality with all these questions? |
| [00:06.69] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) |
| [00:13.30] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [00:16.37] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [00:19.66] | My mind is a home I'm trapped in |
| [00:22.85] | And it's lonely inside this mansion |
| [00:31.77] | Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics |
| [00:34.96] | They're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrors |
| [00:38.37] | Written all over the floors, all over the chairs |
| [00:41.43] | And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs |
| [00:44.72] | That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release |
| [00:47.81] | And let out the version of NF you don't want to see |
| [00:50.95] | I put holes in the walls with both of my fists 'til they bleed |
| [00:54.19] | You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me |
| [00:57.47] | Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't want to be in |
| [01:00.45] | That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't want to see it |
| [01:03.68] | And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't want to see 'em |
| [01:06.66] | But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em |
| [01:10.38] | I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around |
| [01:13.22] | Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground |
| [01:16.33] | Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now |
| [01:19.56] | Somehow this memory for some reason just won't come down |
| [01:22.95] | You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes |
| [01:26.09] | Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed and I cried |
| [01:29.21] | Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind |
| [01:32.36] | But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside |
| [01:36.85] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [01:39.85] | What's reality with all these questions? |
| [01:43.01] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) |
| [01:49.26] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [01:52.54] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [01:55.81] | My mind is a home I'm trapped in |
| [01:59.22] | And it's lonely inside this mansion (inside this mansion) |
| [02:05.02] | Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain |
| [02:07.78] | See my problem is I don't fix things |
| [02:09.92] | I just try to repaint, cover 'em up, like it never happen |
| [02:12.85] | Say I wish I could change. Are you confused? |
| [02:15.10] | Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean |
| [02:17.44] | This room's full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems |
| [02:20.32] | The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave |
| [02:23.73] | I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things |
| [02:26.84] | But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep |
| [02:30.16] | I look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these walls |
| [02:33.30] | Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom |
| [02:36.50] | And one of the first things I wrote was I wish I would have called |
| [02:39.71] | But I should just stop now, we ain′t got enough room in this song |
| [02:43.07] | And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am |
| [02:46.06] | And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can |
| [02:49.22] | Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like it’s out of my hands |
| [02:52.42] | Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans |
| [02:56.37] | And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive |
| [02:59.28] | And at the rate I'm going they'll probably still be there when I die |
| [03:02.22] | Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind |
| [03:05.30] | The question is: Will I ever clean the walls off in time? |
| [03:09.58] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [03:12.77] | What's reality with all these questions? |
| [03:15.81] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) |
| [03:21.70] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [03:25.54] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [03:28.63] | My mind is a home I'm trapped in |
| [03:32.09] | And it's lonely inside this mansion (inside this mansion) |
| [03:37.49] | So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years |
| [03:40.52] | I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there |
| [03:43.76] | Cause if I do, there's a chance |
| [03:45.46] | That they might disappear and not come back |
| [03:48.06] | And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside |
| [03:51.54] | So I just leave my doors locked |
| [03:53.26] | You might get other doors to open up but this doors not |
| [03:56.24] | Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me |
| [03:59.33] | And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me |
| [04:02.51] | I'm barricaded inside |
| [04:04.06] | So stop watching |
| [04:05.58] | I'm not coming to the door |
| [04:07.17] | So stop knocking, stop knocking |
| [04:09.62] | I'm trapped here |
| [04:11.10] | God keep saying I'm not locked in |
| [04:12.89] | I chose this |
| [04:13.92] | I am lost in my own conscience |
| [04:16.29] | I know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problem |
| [04:18.92] | But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve ′em |
| [04:22.17] | I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there |
| [04:25.20] | But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's living in here |
| [04:28.55] | Fear came to my house years ago I let 'em in |
| [04:31.70] | Maybe that's the problem |
| [04:32.82] | Cause I've been dealing with this ever since |
| [04:35.01] | I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he never did |
| [04:37.94] | He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in |
| [04:41.38] | Now I'm in the position it's either sit here and let him win |
| [04:44.48] | Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can |
| [04:47.33] | Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors |
| [04:50.97] | Is that me or the fear talking? |
| [04:53.10] | I don't know anymore |
| [00:00.38] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [00:03.80] | What' s reality with all these questions? |
| [00:06.69] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in |
| [00:13.30] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [00:16.37] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [00:19.66] | My mind is a home I' m trapped in |
| [00:22.85] | And it' s lonely inside this mansion |
| [00:31.77] | Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics |
| [00:34.96] | They' re all over the place, there' s songs in the mirrors |
| [00:38.37] | Written all over the floors, all over the chairs |
| [00:41.43] | And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs |
| [00:44.72] | That' s where I write when I' m in a bad place and need to release |
| [00:47.81] | And let out the version of NF you don' t want to see |
| [00:50.95] | I put holes in the walls with both of my fists ' til they bleed |
| [00:54.19] | You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me |
| [00:57.47] | Physically abused, now that' s the room that I don' t want to be in |
| [01:00.45] | That picture ain' t blurry at all, I just don' t want to see it |
| [01:03.68] | And these walls ain' t blank, I just think I don' t want to see ' em |
| [01:06.66] | But why not? I' m in here, so I might as well read ' em |
| [01:10.38] | I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around |
| [01:13.22] | Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground |
| [01:16.33] | Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now |
| [01:19.56] | Somehow this memory for some reason just won' t come down |
| [01:22.95] | You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes |
| [01:26.09] | Then took me downstairs and beat me ' til I screamed and I cried |
| [01:29.21] | Congratulations, you' ll always have a room in my mind |
| [01:32.36] | But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside |
| [01:36.85] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [01:39.85] | What' s reality with all these questions? |
| [01:43.01] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in |
| [01:49.26] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [01:52.54] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [01:55.81] | My mind is a home I' m trapped in |
| [01:59.22] | And it' s lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion |
| [02:05.02] | Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain |
| [02:07.78] | See my problem is I don' t fix things |
| [02:09.92] | I just try to repaint, cover ' em up, like it never happen |
| [02:12.85] | Say I wish I could change. Are you confused? |
| [02:15.10] | Come upstairs and I' ll show you what I mean |
| [02:17.44] | This room' s full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems |
| [02:20.32] | The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave |
| [02:23.73] | I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things |
| [02:26.84] | But it' s hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep |
| [02:30.16] | I look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these walls |
| [02:33.30] | Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom |
| [02:36.50] | And one of the first things I wrote was I wish I would have called |
| [02:39.71] | But I should just stop now, we ain t got enough room in this song |
| [02:43.07] | And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am |
| [02:46.06] | And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can |
| [02:49.22] | Shrug it off like it ain' t nothing like it' s out of my hands |
| [02:52.42] | Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans |
| [02:56.37] | And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive |
| [02:59.28] | And at the rate I' m going they' ll probably still be there when I die |
| [03:02.22] | Congratulations, you' ll always have a room in my mind |
| [03:05.30] | The question is: Will I ever clean the walls off in time? |
| [03:09.58] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [03:12.77] | What' s reality with all these questions? |
| [03:15.81] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in |
| [03:21.70] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [03:25.54] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [03:28.63] | My mind is a home I' m trapped in |
| [03:32.09] | And it' s lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion |
| [03:37.49] | So this part of my house, no one' s been in it for years |
| [03:40.52] | I built the safe room and I don' t let no one in there |
| [03:43.76] | Cause if I do, there' s a chance |
| [03:45.46] | That they might disappear and not come back |
| [03:48.06] | And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside |
| [03:51.54] | So I just leave my doors locked |
| [03:53.26] | You might get other doors to open up but this doors not |
| [03:56.24] | Cause I don' t want you to have the opportunity to hurt me |
| [03:59.33] | And I' ll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me |
| [04:02.51] | I' m barricaded inside |
| [04:04.06] | So stop watching |
| [04:05.58] | I' m not coming to the door |
| [04:07.17] | So stop knocking, stop knocking |
| [04:09.62] | I' m trapped here |
| [04:11.10] | God keep saying I' m not locked in |
| [04:12.89] | I chose this |
| [04:13.92] | I am lost in my own conscience |
| [04:16.29] | I know that shutting the wall down ain' t solving the problem |
| [04:18.92] | But I didn' t build this house because I thought it would solve em |
| [04:22.17] | I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there |
| [04:25.20] | But it' s not, I' m not the only thing that' s living in here |
| [04:28.55] | Fear came to my house years ago I let ' em in |
| [04:31.70] | Maybe that' s the problem |
| [04:32.82] | Cause I' ve been dealing with this ever since |
| [04:35.01] | I thought that he would leave, but it' s obvious he never did |
| [04:37.94] | He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in |
| [04:41.38] | Now I' m in the position it' s either sit here and let him win |
| [04:44.48] | Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can |
| [04:47.33] | Cause in order to do that I' d have to open the doors |
| [04:50.97] | Is that me or the fear talking? |
| [04:53.10] | I don' t know anymore |
| [00:00.38] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [00:03.80] | What' s reality with all these questions? |
| [00:06.69] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in |
| [00:13.30] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [00:16.37] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [00:19.66] | My mind is a home I' m trapped in |
| [00:22.85] | And it' s lonely inside this mansion |
| [00:31.77] | Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics |
| [00:34.96] | They' re all over the place, there' s songs in the mirrors |
| [00:38.37] | Written all over the floors, all over the chairs |
| [00:41.43] | And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs |
| [00:44.72] | That' s where I write when I' m in a bad place and need to release |
| [00:47.81] | And let out the version of NF you don' t want to see |
| [00:50.95] | I put holes in the walls with both of my fists ' til they bleed |
| [00:54.19] | You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me |
| [00:57.47] | Physically abused, now that' s the room that I don' t want to be in |
| [01:00.45] | That picture ain' t blurry at all, I just don' t want to see it |
| [01:03.68] | And these walls ain' t blank, I just think I don' t want to see ' em |
| [01:06.66] | But why not? I' m in here, so I might as well read ' em |
| [01:10.38] | I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around |
| [01:13.22] | Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground |
| [01:16.33] | Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now |
| [01:19.56] | Somehow this memory for some reason just won' t come down |
| [01:22.95] | You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes |
| [01:26.09] | Then took me downstairs and beat me ' til I screamed and I cried |
| [01:29.21] | Congratulations, you' ll always have a room in my mind |
| [01:32.36] | But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside |
| [01:36.85] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [01:39.85] | What' s reality with all these questions? |
| [01:43.01] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in |
| [01:49.26] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [01:52.54] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [01:55.81] | My mind is a home I' m trapped in |
| [01:59.22] | And it' s lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion |
| [02:05.02] | Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain |
| [02:07.78] | See my problem is I don' t fix things |
| [02:09.92] | I just try to repaint, cover ' em up, like it never happen |
| [02:12.85] | Say I wish I could change. Are you confused? |
| [02:15.10] | Come upstairs and I' ll show you what I mean |
| [02:17.44] | This room' s full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems |
| [02:20.32] | The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave |
| [02:23.73] | I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things |
| [02:26.84] | But it' s hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep |
| [02:30.16] | I look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these walls |
| [02:33.30] | Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom |
| [02:36.50] | And one of the first things I wrote was I wish I would have called |
| [02:39.71] | But I should just stop now, we ain t got enough room in this song |
| [02:43.07] | And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am |
| [02:46.06] | And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can |
| [02:49.22] | Shrug it off like it ain' t nothing like it' s out of my hands |
| [02:52.42] | Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans |
| [02:56.37] | And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive |
| [02:59.28] | And at the rate I' m going they' ll probably still be there when I die |
| [03:02.22] | Congratulations, you' ll always have a room in my mind |
| [03:05.30] | The question is: Will I ever clean the walls off in time? |
| [03:09.58] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [03:12.77] | What' s reality with all these questions? |
| [03:15.81] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in |
| [03:21.70] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [03:25.54] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [03:28.63] | My mind is a home I' m trapped in |
| [03:32.09] | And it' s lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion |
| [03:37.49] | So this part of my house, no one' s been in it for years |
| [03:40.52] | I built the safe room and I don' t let no one in there |
| [03:43.76] | Cause if I do, there' s a chance |
| [03:45.46] | That they might disappear and not come back |
| [03:48.06] | And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside |
| [03:51.54] | So I just leave my doors locked |
| [03:53.26] | You might get other doors to open up but this doors not |
| [03:56.24] | Cause I don' t want you to have the opportunity to hurt me |
| [03:59.33] | And I' ll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me |
| [04:02.51] | I' m barricaded inside |
| [04:04.06] | So stop watching |
| [04:05.58] | I' m not coming to the door |
| [04:07.17] | So stop knocking, stop knocking |
| [04:09.62] | I' m trapped here |
| [04:11.10] | God keep saying I' m not locked in |
| [04:12.89] | I chose this |
| [04:13.92] | I am lost in my own conscience |
| [04:16.29] | I know that shutting the wall down ain' t solving the problem |
| [04:18.92] | But I didn' t build this house because I thought it would solve em |
| [04:22.17] | I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there |
| [04:25.20] | But it' s not, I' m not the only thing that' s living in here |
| [04:28.55] | Fear came to my house years ago I let ' em in |
| [04:31.70] | Maybe that' s the problem |
| [04:32.82] | Cause I' ve been dealing with this ever since |
| [04:35.01] | I thought that he would leave, but it' s obvious he never did |
| [04:37.94] | He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in |
| [04:41.38] | Now I' m in the position it' s either sit here and let him win |
| [04:44.48] | Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can |
| [04:47.33] | Cause in order to do that I' d have to open the doors |
| [04:50.97] | Is that me or the fear talking? |
| [04:53.10] | I don' t know anymore |
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