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The room's new carpet, and the walls' apartment hue add to the visitor feeling |
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I'm used to. |
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The morning window's freezing from outside. |
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It wakes me up. |
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Wasting air to the falling light. |
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Angel, you picked me up but the devil wants me too. |
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I never gave a fuck, so why the fuck should you? |
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I awoke in a fog with an ache, at a loss. |
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You were faking through relationships to rot. |
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This is not my home anymore. |
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All my accomplishments are joined with asterisks, so in a few years they're meaningless. |
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Darling, I can't erase it, but could you forget my lies? |
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We were the slut and the self-made mess. |
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Please know |
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I tried. Smile, smile. |
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Smile for all. |
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I can't smile anymore. |
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I skip rocks to mock the clashing tide. |
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It's encroaching on our side. |
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The wave parade is drowning me out too. |
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It breaks me up. |
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Wish I could have done more to you. |
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They used your body up, leaving your guts dry. |
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But you never gave a fuck so why the fuck should |
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I? Now the face escapes me, but the shame's forever. |
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When I get the nerve to test the death for life renewal, you'll find me lying at the bottom of the pool. |
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And when I'm face down in that water, don't pick me up. |
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Cause I'll be face down in that water next to you. |
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It will be better underwater. |
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Don't pick me up. |