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My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
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got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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and I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'll all be grey, |
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put your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me, that it's not so bad, |
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it's not so bad.. |
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My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
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got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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and I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'll all be grey, |
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put your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me, that it's not so bad, |
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it's not so bad.. |
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin |
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I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom |
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I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em |
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There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin |
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Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em |
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but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? |
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My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father |
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If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? |
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I'ma name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry |
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I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him |
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I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan |
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I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam |
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I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man |
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I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat |
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Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, |
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just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan |
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This is Stan |
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My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
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got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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and I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'll all be grey, |
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put your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me, that it's not so bad, |
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it's not so bad.. |
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Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, |
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I hope you have a chance I ain't mad |
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I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans |
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If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert |
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you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew |
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That's my little brother man, he's only six years old |
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We waited in the blistering cold for you, |
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four hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man |
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you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, |
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he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, |
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I just don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver |
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you said if I'd write you, you would write back |
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see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my father neither |
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he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her |
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I can relate to what you're saying in your songs so when I have a shitty day, |
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I drift away and put 'em on |
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cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed |
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I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest |
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Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds |
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It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me |
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See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it |
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My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 |
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But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does |
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She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up |
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You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose |
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Sincerely yours, Stan |
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P.S. We should be together too |
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My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
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got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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and I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'll all be grey, |
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put your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me, that it's not so bad, |
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it's not so bad.. |
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Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, |
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this'll be the last package I ever send your ass |
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It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? |
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I know you got my last two letters; |
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I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect |
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So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it |
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I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway |
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Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? |
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You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" |
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about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning |
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but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? |
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That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning |
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Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy |
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and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call |
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I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall |
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I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it |
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You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it |
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And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it |
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I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim |
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Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! |
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Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk |
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but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, |
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see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too |
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Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now |
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Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit out? |
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My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
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got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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and I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'll all be grey, |
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put your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me, that it's not so bad, |
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it's not so bad.. |
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy |
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You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? |
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Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that |
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and here's an autograph for your brother, |
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I wrote it on the Starter cap |
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I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you |
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Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you |
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But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? |
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I say that shit just clownin dogg, |
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c'mon - how fucked up is you? |
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You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling |
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to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some |
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And what's this shit about us meant to be together? |
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That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other |
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I really think you and your girlfriend need each other |
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or maybe you just need to treat her better |
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I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, |
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I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan |
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why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan |
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I just don't want you to do some crazy shit |
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I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick |
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Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge |
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and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid |
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and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to |
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Come to think about, his name was.. it was you |
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Damn! |
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