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Kells, to my fans |
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Hold me down mo'fucka |
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And that's all I say |
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| [00:12.75][Verse 1 - Machine Gun Kelly] |
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When that crowd leave will you stay for me? |
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And if I don't become what they thought I was |
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In the time I should and my hype dies, would you wait for me? |
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Or be ashamed of me if I chose to bow out gracefully |
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Cause I know if I don't wanna lose myself |
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Then Hollywood ain't no place for me |
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What if I told you I ain't quit |
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And these drugs still was my rival |
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Would you regret the fact that you sobered up |
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And had more heart than your idol |
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Or accept the fact that I'm just human |
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Borderline suicidal |
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And is it blasphemous that these two fingers mean more to me than my bible? |
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Lord help cause I'm cause I'm hell bound |
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With the weight of the world I'm held down |
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Feels like I'm in hell now, maybe that's why I'm havin' this meltdown |
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Maybe that's why I hate fame, maybe that's why this J's lit |
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Cause I speak the real and get criticized |
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So I inhale and don't say shit |
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And I wake up, to the same shit |
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Cameras on with their hands out |
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And that fake smile that I hate now |
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Cause they the one say I sold out |
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They the one that will break out when I needed food for my daughter |
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And I'm the one who can't grow up so these fans replace my father |
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And these girls replace my momma, they give me love, I don't take it |
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Cause fuck love, these fucking hugs weren't around before I made it |
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And since I don't have no family EST is all that I got |
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Either drop me now or you down for life |
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Man it's EST or it's not |
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|
| [01:24.76][Hook - Dubo] |
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This shit ain't right (uh) |
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Cause whenever their wrong, oh it's my fault (my fault) |
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This is my life (my life) |
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Now tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off? |
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| [01:38.37][Bridge - Machine Gun Kelly] |
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'Till the nightmares done |
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'Till the grey hairs come |
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'Till the friendship disappears that we've had since day one |
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I said this is my life |
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So tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off? |
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|
| [01:53.36][Verse 2 - Machine Gun Kelly] |
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What if this is our climax? |
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What if everything peaks here? |
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What if we never get big and these days add on like leap year? |
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What if you were in my shoes? |
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Do you think you can fit 'em? |
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Or would put that gun to your fuckin' head |
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And regret the fact that you in 'em |
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Cause this ain't living, this shit prison |
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Whatever you see in videos, this isn't |
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Whatever I thought I knew, shit I didn't |
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Dealing with the consequences of my decisions |
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Traded the life of a lonely child |
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That couldn't find anyone to get through |
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For a life that's filled with cameras |
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Critisize everytime that I move |
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For the love I got for my fans |
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And the loyalty for my man's |
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Equaled out to the shows we dreamed of |
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With them bodies pack to those stands |
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And I did what they say I can't |
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So I'm living proof that you can |
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Go be great, chase your dream |
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We only got one life and one chance |
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|
| [02:36.35][Hook - Dubo] |
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This shit ain't right (uh) |
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Cause whenever their wrong, oh it's my fault (my fault) |
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This is my life (my life) |
| [02:46.28] |
Now tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off? |
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|
| [02:49.72][Bridge - Machine Gun Kelly] |
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'Till the nightmares done |
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'Till the grey hairs come |
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'Till the friendship disappears that we've had since day one |
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I said this is my life |
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So tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off? |
