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Show me where the levee is, let's sit and watch the river |
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As it flows with a consistency I wish we could pursue |
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And though the pain is evident, this journey was a requisite |
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I feel a certain heaviness, I know you feel it too |
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My body weakens when these memories spontaneously |
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Break into my brain. Ironic how the pain |
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Is amplified like a speaker when the times contemplated |
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Were the days that were greatest: now it's all that remains |
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There's something special, something simply unforgettable |
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About this simple gathering, living and intentional |
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I'm sitting with a pen, a thought a statue on it's pedestal |
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Written down the memories to stash it in my envelope |
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So here's a memo and a billion copper pennies |
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Representing every though I had of you (it's not for spending) |
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But I'm spent and I'm ending my attempts of assertiveness |
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And praying to my Father that His Will ain't misinterpreted |
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These mistakes... That's how I'm learning it |
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I hate change... But that's what inertia is |
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I made a table from the pain that overdosed my conscience |
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Broke my fist and then I wrote this bloody poem on it |
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Show me to trail that'll take us to the waterfall |
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Listen to the metaphor: learn from it's example |
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Even though we fall, we should always be transparent |
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Even though we crash, we will always be majestic |
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Watch me discipline my patience like a finger to the parchment |
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The fire in my heart just seemed to flicker in the darkness |
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Traded in my passion for the sake of the tradition |
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Beat my body for the mission but the payment was my vision |
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I know I'm young but I know something wasn't feeling right |
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This sacrifice should never keep me weeping in my sleep at night |
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I'm misaligned like a lady losing focus |
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Holds her baby on her shoulder with a case of scoliosis |
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We're getting close but never close enough to open up |
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I'm getting cold but never close enough to warm me up |
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This one's for everybody hiding in the secrecy |
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For every week of being weak without you seeing it |
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For every inconsistent moment asking if it's worth it |
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I forgive that I could count on your discouragement |
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God forbid perhaps I sicken you with honesty |
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And I forgive that you've withheld your reciprocity |
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You ever felt the pain of weeping with sincerity |
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To find that not a single drop released was taken seriously? |
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Have you ever chose to chase the passion in your heart? |
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Flaming matches in the dark? Making action from a spark? |
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Ignite the fear and vanish, scrape the ashes so the diamond shines |
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Only in the end just to be criticized: I just can't |
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Reach the expectations set by everybody else |
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When I hardly could fulfill the ones I'm setting for myself |
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Let's have another meeting... let's talk about the plan |
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Let's discuss how we'll advance, let's entrust it in His hands |
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I'm sorry for my apathy, I've been depressed lately |
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I haven't been myself I know, I've been so stressed lately |
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I know what real darkness is, road is long and arduous |
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The yoke is hard and pardon for the scarring on my cartilage |
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Locked in war and the casualty is hope and growth |
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I'm battling with emptiness, my family is broke |
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And I just want to talk, but it just seems you're busy praying |
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We're swimming in an ocean and it's hard to stay afloat |
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I'm sickened from the drowning so I floated to the coast |
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And then I walked upon the dock and now I'm waiting for the boat |
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I'm here to help, so here's a pair of empty shoulders |
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Let me take upon the load; ignore the fact my soul is broken |
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It's best to settle if we can't defeat the elements |
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When comfort is an easy price to pay to be irrelevant |
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So what happened? You wonder for my absence |
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My answer is pointing to the fact it's my sadness |
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And sin. I can't even manage my skin |
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To fake being intact; the scars from within |
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I needed help, badly. And pity doesn't do it |
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Nor does singing over music when your actions ain't congruent |
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I'm sorry. I love you, but it sucks that I'm so insecure |
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Even when I showed my heart,bled it out... poured |
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But I never saw yours. I never saw yours |
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I'm all grown up, yet I'm so immature |
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The nuisance it will tailor... I'm stupid with emotions |
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If this Kuya was a failure then this truth is my atonement |
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I never know the right words to say |
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I can't control myself standing face to face |
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I'm a coward so I can't just speak it all... |
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And this is why I love to write these stupid freaking songs |
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And I just want to say I freaking miss my family |
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I cherished every moment we all had of being happy |
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I wish that we could fix the petty grudges that we're holding |
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I wish that we'd forgive each other's faults before it's too late |
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But it wasn't your fault. I promise that I pray for you |
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Your memory embedded in my brain everyday for you |
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I'm here for you. I love you and I swear that's what I'm here to do |
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I'd sacrifice whatever if it makes the Gospel clear to you |
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If God would grant me peace, well then I promise I would stay for you |
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If I were called to fight for this, I promise I would train for you |
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And if the game is life or death so then I promise I would play for you |
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And even though I'm gone I freaking promise I remain for you |
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So show me where the levee is, let's sit and watch the river |
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As it flows a tranquility that softens up the pavement |
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I think the rain is coming... Wash away the heaviness |
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You'll always be a blessing to my life... you will always be Famous |
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We will always be Famous |
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You will always be Famous |
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We will always be Famous |
