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Fell this morning, fucked up this whole damn day |
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In fact the sun is high and shining, but I'm too drained to leave |
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I'll wait for night to sink, close the blinds and lock both the doors |
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Oh god I'm terrified, I'm terrified to be found here, shaking and withdrawn |
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I need a break, I keep scratching but won't cut deep enough to bleed |
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I'll figure it out alone, Don't know what's gotten in to me |
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But it'll be alright, it'll be alright, |
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It's okay, god damn sometimes silence is all I need |
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To be and feel complete |
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It's okay, if you never hurt you never feel a thing |
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And I don't say all I mean. |
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Fuck tomorrow and fuck all of yesterday |
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I'm too old to be chasing burdens by the riverside at night |
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A watershed waste deep with friends turning cheeks |
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As I'm chasing trains that never end |
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I cut but I don't feel, don't know what's gotten... |
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It's okay, god damn sometimes silence is all I need |
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To be and feel complete |
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It's okay, if you never hurt you never feel a thing |
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And I don't say all I mean |
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But I'm not scared, no I ain't angry |
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I just need time, just need to escape |
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We all try, tired and broken |
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But it'll be alright |
