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Hey I hear the voice of the preacher from the back room |
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Calling my name and I follow just to find you |
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I trace the faith to a broken down television and put on the weather |
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And I've trained myself to give up on the past |
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Cause I froze in time between hearses and caskets |
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Lost control when I panicked at the acid test |
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I wanna get better |
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While my friends were getting high |
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And chasing girls down parkway lines |
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I was losing my mind |
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Because the love,the love,the love,the love,the love |
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that I gave wasted on a nice face |
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In a blaze of fear,I put a helmet on a helmet |
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Counting seconds through a night and got carried away |
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So now I'm standing on the overpass |
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Screaming at the cars, hey! |
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I wanna get better! |
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I didn't know I was lonely till I saw your face |
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I wanna get better |
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Better, better, better |
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I wanna get better |
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I didn't know I was broken till I wanted to change |
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I wanna get better |
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Better, better, better |
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I wanna get better |
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I go up to my room and there's girls on the ceiling |
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Cut out their pictures |
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and I chase that feeling of an eighteen year old who didn't know what loss was |
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Now I'm a stranger |
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And I miss the days of a life still permanent |
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Mourn the years before I got carried away |
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So now I'm staring at the interstate |
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Screaming at myself, hey! |
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I wanna get better |
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I didn't know I was lonely till I saw your face |
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I wanna get better |
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Better, better, better |
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I wanna get better |
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I didn't know I was broken till I wanted to change |
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I wanna get better |
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Better, better, better |
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I wanna get better |
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Cause I'm sleeping in the back of a taxi |
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I'm screaming from my bedroom window |
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Even if it's gonna kill me |
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Woke up this morning early before my family |
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From this dream where she was trying to show me |
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How a life can move from the darkness |
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She said to get better |
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So I put a bullet where I should have put a helmet |
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And I crash my car Cause I wanna get carried away |
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That's why I'm standing on the overpass |
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Screaming at myself, hey! |
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I wanna get better! |
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I didn't know I was lonely till I saw your face |
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I wanna get better |
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Better, better, better |
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I wanna get better |
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I didn't know I was broken till I wanted to change |
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I wanna get better |
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Better, better, better |
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I wanna get better |
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music & lyric by Jack Antonoff / John Hill |