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"i didn't dare to imagine, |
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how this distant choice of mine |
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could be total satisfaction |
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and insanity combined. |
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all this energy within me - |
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it's everything i've got. |
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its capacity is not optional |
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and what's left is not a lot. |
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maybe redefine my limits, |
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maybe take a few steps back. |
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try to focus on priorities, |
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change course and stay on track. |
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because how long would you think |
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these dynamics work out fine, |
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if i keep on disrespecting, |
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my resources all the time? |
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Feels like I'm on my own |
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Amongst mass compensation |
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Didn't we once agree on so many things, |
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Or was it just naive to think that we are soulmates by nature, |
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not soulmates by choice? |
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That we share the same content, |
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not just produce the same noise. |
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That we care for another |
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when we face our deepest fears. |
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are we the difference that we're praising, |
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or just stuck in shitty careers? |
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i lost touch with everything |
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as my limits cheer me on. |
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it's just hard being dependend |
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on the colliding rhythms of everyone |
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that i'm sharing all this passion |
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and these obituaries with, |
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these days i question everything |
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and find myself asking if we are soulmates by nature, |
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or soulmates by choice? |
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do we share the same content, |
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or just produce the same noise? |
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do we care for another |
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when we face our deepest fears? |
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are we the difference that we're praising, |
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or just stuck in shitty careers?" |
