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I never knew, it'd be hard to tell you |
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that I love you, matter of fact feelin so taboo, like a tattoo, |
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hidden on my sleeve when I sleep |
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and I dream of a scene as it seems |
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when I got home from school, and feelin so uncool, |
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cuz the rest of my friends, their parents weren't on glue, |
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when they got a good grade on their paper |
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I would tell em see you later, |
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lasers shooting out the glasses of my cyclops |
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Never cry, they're just traces from my eyedrops |
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I wanna be everything that you wanted |
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Straight A student I'm sorry I never done it |
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but the grades never meant anything real to me |
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just a part of me reaching out with L.O.V.E |
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but i fall short of this, the language we speak |
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can we speak a different language, |
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Cambridge, Top of Columbia Stanford just a couple dialects |
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but i'm feelin tired yes, taking all these side tests |
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can we take a rest and have a conversation |
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i just want to tell you everything i'm facing |
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you wanna consume it, wanted to know me |
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said you went through me, won't you undo me |
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and i wanna know know know know know |
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wanna know know know know know |
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i wanna get to you, wanted to know you |
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instead i went right through, what am i to do |
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cuz i wanna know know know know know |
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wanna know know know know know |
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cuz i never really wanted to go, i just wind up somehow losing control |
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would you come back baby tell me once more |
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i'm sorry i was missing but i wanted to know |
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i never dreamed it'd be hard to be seen as a preteen you would work harder than machines |
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and it isn't what it seems, cuz i know it's out of love |
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but i'm feelin kinda lost, and the distance is enough |
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for me to style, for me to write, |
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for me to tell you that i'm missing you at night |
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and the moments that i have, and the way i raise my children |
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will be everything i learned staring at a television |
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i just wanna play catch, throw a long ball |
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have a father figure to teach me to love god |
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and a mom that would hold me when everything seems wrong |
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god i'm barely five foot and taking it all alone |
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but it's cool, i understand |
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i'm just sharing, not to offer you demands, i would help you if i can if you smiled a little bit |
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every time we take a picture i would save it as a kid |
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and i'm tired of the acting, gashing, |
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there's a problem that is happening, blastin |
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and i wanna fix this so this is my one shot |
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mama papa love you i miss you a whole lot |
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you wanna consume it, wanted to know me |
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instead you went through me, would you undo me |
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and i wanna know know know know know |
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wanna know know know know know |
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i wanna get to you, wanted to know you |
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instead i went right through, what am i to do |
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cuz i wanna know know know know know |
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wanna know know know know know |
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you wanna get to me, wanted to know me |
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instead you went through me, would you undo me |
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and i wanna know know know know know |
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wanna know know know know know |
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i wanna get to you, wanted to know you |
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instead i went right through, what am i to do |
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cuz i wanna know know know know know... |
