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I remember when we were young |
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And I showed signs of a promising love, |
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I could hear church bells ringing |
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But they never rang for us because |
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I could never learn to trust or commit, |
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So you wrote that you would carry |
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All the love for the both of us, |
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At the time I thought this would be enough, |
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I'll just wallow in some dying lust, |
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I remember when I was insane, |
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When I thought people didn't change. |
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I thought we were making progress, |
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But your body language contradicts |
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Your monologue of pretext so I'll admit, |
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I'm losing interest and my love was a pretense, |
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I'm tired of these failing attempts to balance myself |
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Between what you want and the opinions of everyone else. |
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I keep rewinding progress. I know I'm a fiasco. |
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But it's not your fault, we were young and impressionable. |
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Though the man that you love doesn't love you at all, |
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He's still a good man. I'm still a good man. I guess. |
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Well I'll look at all the lonely people. |
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They say it's all my fault, that I'm alone because |
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I'm tenacious and I do not care. |
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So I'll just ignore the lonely people. |
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To them I know I don't exist. |
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I'm losing all my best friends, we were all hypocrites. |
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I'm losing all my best friends and I don't exist. |