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[ti:Constant Collapse] |
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[ar:Hotel Books] |
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[al:] |
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There is nothing here for me, |
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But I'm here for you, |
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So I will never leave. |
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And I'm starting to believe, |
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Every time you said you loved me, |
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You were just talking in your sleep. |
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And I said I would die for you |
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But that was before I knew |
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That it's all you wanted me to do |
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And time and time again, |
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I can tell you I hate you, |
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But that won't ever make it true |
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Cause even during the good times |
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When you kissed me, |
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I didn't want to open my eyes, |
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Because I didn't want to realize |
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How hollow our love was, |
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But now that it's over, |
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I'm still here, and all I want to know was love. |
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And I only talk about you in the past tense, |
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Because through all of this mess, |
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It's the only thing that makes sense. |
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And all I do these days is want |
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But I've settled for wishful thinking |
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And neglecting, and justifying my emptiness, |
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Because it's easier to see what you have |
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When you can see what your neighbor lacks, |
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I would give an arm and a leg |
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Just to have my arm and leg back |
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And I worked so hard to help you find truth, |
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Just to slowly learn that your silence says |
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Just as much about your character |
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As your words do. |
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We gave our love away. |
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I always thought that I would be okay. |
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I never thought I would be okay. |
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Through this silent note, what constitutes the truth. |
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Cause I can tell myself |
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Time and time again, |
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That I'm not making sense of this |
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And that cross around your neck |
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Was more hollow than your head |
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But I still just wanted to follow you to bed. |
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I never listened to my own voice, |
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Maybe some of us embrace death, |
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But some of us don't have a choice |
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And maybe I'm both because I didn't choose this |
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But that doesn't mean I'm gonna change |
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Because I never do, and you never did |
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And it scared me away |
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And that's why she still cuts your skin for you, |
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And that's why that she's still in you, and her name is Acceptance. |
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And she used to kill me, and now she is killing you. |
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And through all this stress and carried out disastrous distress |
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I've learned that I really don't like you, |
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But I forgive you, |
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Because I love you. |
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I love you. |