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Now that i'm alone i feel the lonely brokeness |
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of all the wicked avenues i've ever sold my love on |
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all these moments of meekness and trembling subsided |
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i'm the outright abandon of this orphan child |
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home is on the highway living on soft bread and solace |
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i guess i'm waiting for nightfall or a solar eclipse |
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and to wake up half empty |
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only to be filled again with mourning |
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he's my evil shadow dove |
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my black palamito |
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can't break him like a diamond skull |
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i can't seem to do so |
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can't just rob him out like the |
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mob used to do so |
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like memories of porno and tearstains |
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and tobacco O it's a mini disastro |
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bigger than the ice age don't know if baby dinosaurs |
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maybe could live throught it, like indians and butterflies |
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what's crushed is my spirit, oh i fear it is too fragile |
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like fall leaves burn like paper |
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I always knew i would spend a lot of time alone |
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no one would understand me |
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maybe i should go and live amongst the animals |
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spend all my time amongst the animals |
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and on the tracks i would go they lead to the sea |
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to be amongst the animals |
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Oh i'm just a fall leaf something simple and shy like that |
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that's how my heart lies down beside the sidewalk |
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like an empty restaurant filled with perfume and balloons |
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i sit and entertain the bizarro ghosts of my soul |
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his name still lingers maybe lactates on my tongue |
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perhaps i'm just teething for a foreign fallen destiny |
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miserable but mine, i look like his mother |
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or sophia loren in an old fashioned movie |
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slow motion i cling to my child desesperate for love |
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one day soon my brohter died, made me remember all the |
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subordinate feelings i cast aside |
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maybe i had lied when i said i was ok |
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just getting along like a little song that stops to sing and say |
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"wild willow, windy winter won't you blow through me |
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my whole eternity" |
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I always knew i would spend a lot of time alone |
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no one would understand me |
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maybe i should go and live amongst the animals |
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spend all my time amongst the animals |
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and on the tracks i would go they lead to the sea |
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to be amongst the animals |
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I always knew i would spend a lot of time alone |
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no one would understand me |
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maybe i should go and live amongst the animals |
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spend all my time amongst the animals |
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and on the tracks i would go they lead to the sea |
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to be amongst the animals |
