Up In Smoke

Song Up In Smoke
Artist Neck Deep
Album Rain In July / A History of Bad Decisions

Lyrics

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[00:00.00] Stare at the wall till my eyes fall out my head
[00:12.49] "Get out of bed" she said
[00:14.13] So self destructive
[00:16.07] Up in smoke, all came to nothing
[00:18.87] Being broke and lonely doesn't make much sense
[00:22.44] I wish you'd see my point of view
[00:25.74] You're so uptight, loosen your screws
[00:29.37] Try to find the words that you expect me to say
[00:31.51] I know I let you down again
[00:33.40] I get it
[00:34.39] I see that look in your eye
[00:37.03] I just hoped you could see
[00:38.03] Swear to God that I tried
[00:39.62] I just thought that for once I could do something right, but I can't
[00:42.71] And I'm sorry
[00:44.91] Heard you call
[00:45.85] Did you want me?
[00:51.08] I had it all but inside I was drowning
[00:54.91] Now I can feel the pressure weighing down on me
[01:00.43] I can't live up to all your standards
[01:03.02] Can we learn to disagree?
[01:06.60] Building back the trust you lost in me again
[01:11.08] You're so upset and stressed
[01:12.72] So disappointed
[01:14.32] Dig up the past
[01:15.31] Leave me with haunting situations I thought we agreed to let stay dead
[01:21.58] I know I **** up every time
[01:24.12] I fall apart, you fall in line
[01:28.10] I bit my tongue and my mouth filled up with blood
[01:30.54] I tried my hardest but still it wasn't enough
[01:33.08] A desperate longing from trust
[01:35.07] I get so close but I crush it again
[01:36.36] My integrity's spent
[01:37.71] I just hope that you know I'll be there 'till the end
[01:40.39] When you're gone, I'll be broken
[01:42.73] Let it out
[01:44.28] Cut me open
[01:47.61] Bury my head in my hands
[01:49.80] How will I ever redeem myself?
[02:13.70] Pressure weighing down on me
[02:17.88] I can't live up to all your standards
[02:20.66] Can we learn to disagree?
[02:23.85] Pressure weighing down on me
[02:28.88] When I can't give you all the answers you expect the worst of me
[02:34.65] Stare at the wall till my eyes fall out my head
[02:38.99] "Get out of bed" she said
[02:40.98] So self destructive
[02:42.92] Up in smoke, all came to nothing