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Lord, forgive me 'cause the way I'm living |
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They say what goes around comes around |
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I'm gonna get what's coming to me |
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Guess I'll be strapped up till they lay me down |
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And I done did too much to say |
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I never go to church and barely pray |
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Lately I've been going through some things |
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Hail, what the ************* I'm supposed to say? |
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'Cause I just had two baby boys |
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I'm always calling mama's other name |
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When I get caught in my emotions |
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Lord, I swear I'm tryna make a change |
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They wrote my brother Toon in the mud |
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But I'm always texting with these hoes |
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Feel bad whenever he caught my phone |
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He had quartermine, he ain't even show |
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And my little brother looking up to me |
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Lord, I swear I ain't no role model |
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My uncle a ******* alcoholic |
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Can't even eat unless he got a bottle |
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I been stressing about that money lately |
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Got me 'bout to rob a ******* bank |
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And my mama ************* with *************es now |
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I could judge her but I really can't |
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'Cause the way I'm living ain't no better |
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I said the way I'm living ain't no better |
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I just got MD for what's his name |
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So now I'm riding strapped with my Beretta |
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Laying in my bed, can't get sleep |
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Eyes wide open and I'm staring at the ceiling |
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'spit if from the heart, I know they gonna feel it |
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I was born real so cowards gonna feel me |
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Watching my back 'cause I know they wanna kill me |
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Don't go nowhere without my semi |
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Daddy was a killer so the blue line in me |
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Heart of a lion even though a ************* skinny |
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Come to my hood and you gonna see plenty |
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Pat my *************t is what the hood kept missing |
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*************s on **** walk around all timid |
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**** dealer pass through the hood in a Bentley |
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Never gave back to the hood where I'm from |
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So the *************s from the block where I'm from gonna get it |
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*************s get money and they act like *************es |
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*************s get money and they act like *************es |
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Till they head get bust and they ass need stitches |
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Blinded by the greed so you better pay attention |
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Money don't make you real, my ************* |
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Better run a valuable mother******* dollar' |
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I ain't got nowhere to go, my ************* |
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Got beat down to the floor, my ************* |
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Hurt so bad and it show, my ************* |
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They kept saying that I wouldn't be *************t |
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'Cause I grew up so poor, my ************* |
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Well I'mma tell y'all like my ************* tell me |
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While I see it well enough they never grow, my ************* |
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Laying in my bed, can't get sleep |
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Eyes wide open and I'm staring at the ceiling |
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Never go to church and my momma's feeling hurt |
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Praying at night 'cause she know that I'm sinning |
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Best coming so you know I gotta get it |
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Money coming fast so you know that's how I'm spending |
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I ain't got credit so the whips on me when I drop out work'. |
