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My mind is occupied by demons |
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They whisper to me in a way I wish I wouldn't like |
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The blood in my veins is slowly heating up, I feel it burning |
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My head is split in two |
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One part is struggling to stay, the other's set to go |
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You barely think, you tongue seems poisoned |
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The words that flow out of your mouth, they hit her in her chest |
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A women that claimed to never become just like her mother |
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How can you drop that weight and slowly vanish to a place where I can't follow you |
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Oh god I just feel my body working like a machine |
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Repeating games of how you drop, collapse in this routine |
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No control of your former self or who you think you used to be, it's all I see |
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You say you want it all to end here, well, do you listen to yourself? |
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You say you've lost your faith in everyone but do you even trust yourself? |
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And they way your voice keeps shaking in this warm mid-summer rain |
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It's like you're twisting, turning but never learning how to love yourself ever again |
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I can't swallow this again |
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You say you want it all to end here, well, did you ever think of me and how I'd cope with such |
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a curse like this? |
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And the way my voice keeps shaking in this warm mid-summer rain |
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It's like I'm twisting, turning but never learning how to love myself ever again |