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Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't callin' |
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I left my cell, my pager |
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And my home phone at the bottom |
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I sent two letters back in autumn |
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You must not have got 'em |
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It probably was a problem |
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At the post office or somethin' |
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Sometimes I scribble addresses |
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Too sloppy when I jot 'em |
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But anyways fuck it |
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What's been up man, how's your daughter? |
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My girlfriend's pregnant too |
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I'm out to be a father |
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If I have a daughter, guess what I'm a call her? |
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I'm a name her Bonnie |
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I read about your Uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry |
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I had a friend kill himself over some bitch |
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Who didn't want him |
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I know you probably hear this everyday |
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But I'm your biggest fan |
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I even got the underground |
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shit that you did with scam |
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I got a room full of your posters |
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And your pictures man |
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I like the shit you did with Ruckus too |
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That shit was fat |
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Anyways I hope you get this, man |
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Hit me back just to chat |
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Truly yours, your biggest fan |
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This is Stan |
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Call anymore |
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I won't pick up the phone |
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This is the last straw |
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Don't wanna hurt anymore |
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And you can say that you're sorry |
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But I don't believe you baby |
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Like I did before |
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You're not sorry, no, no, no, no |
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Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote |
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I hope you have the chance, I ain't mad |
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I just think it's fucked up, you don't answer fans |
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If you didn't want to talk to me |
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Outside the concert you didn't have to |
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But you could've signed an autograph for Matthew |
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He's only 6 years old |
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We waited in the blistering cold for you |
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For 4 hours and you just said "No" |
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That's pretty shitty man |
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You're like his fuckin' idol |
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He wants to be just like you man |
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He likes you more than I do |
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Remember when we met in Denver |
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You said if I write to you, you would write back |
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See I'm just like you in a way |
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I never knew my father neither |
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He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her |
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I can relate to what you're sayin' in your songs |
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So when I have a shitty day |
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I drift away and put 'em on |
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Cause I don't really got shit else |
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So that shit helps when I'm depressed |
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I even got a tattoo |
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With your name across the chest |
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Sometimes I even cut myself |
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To see how much it bleeds? |
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It's like Adrenaline |
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The pain is such a sudden rush for me |
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See everything you say is real |
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And I respect you 'cause you tell it |
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My girlfriend's jealous |
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'Cause I talk about you 24/7 |
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But she don't know you like |
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I know you Slim, no one does |
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She don't know what it was like? |
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For people like us growing up |
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You've gotta call me man |
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I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose |
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Sincerely yours, Stan |
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P.S. We should be together too |
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Call anymore |
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I won't pick up the phone |
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This is the last straw |
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Don't wanna hurt anymore |
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And you can say that you're sorry |
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But I don't believe you baby |
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Like I did before |
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You're not sorry, no, no, no, no |
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Dear Mister, I'm too good to call or write my fans |
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This'll be the last package I ever send your ass |
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It's been six months and still no word |
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I don't deserve it? |
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I know you got my last two letters |
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I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect |
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So this is my cassette I'm sending you |
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I hope you hear it |
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I'm in the car right now |
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I'm doing 90 on the freeway |
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Hey Slim, I drink a fifth of vodka |
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Ya dare me to drive? |
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You know this song by Phil Collins |
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'From the air in the night' |
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About that guy who could have saved |
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That other guy from drowning? |
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But didn't, then Phil saw it all |
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Then at his show he found him |
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That's kinda how this is |
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You could have rescued me from drowning |
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Now it's too late |
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I'm on a thousand downers, now I'm drowsy |
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And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call |
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I hope you know |
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I ripped all your pictures off the wall |
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I loved you Slim, we could have been together |
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Think about it, you ruined it now |
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I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it |
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I hope your conscious eats at you |
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And you can't breathe without me |
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See Slim, "Shut up bitch! |
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I'm trying to talk" |
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Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk |
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But I didn't slit her throat I just tied her up |
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See I ain't like you |
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'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more |
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And then she'll die too |
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Well gotta go |
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I'm almost at the bridge now |
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Oh shit! I forgot! |
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How am I supposed to send this shit out? |
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You had me falling for you honey |
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And it never would've gone away, no |
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You used to shine so bright |
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But I watched all of it fade |
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So you don't have to call anymore |
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I won't pick up the phone |
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This is the last straw |
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Don't wanna hurt anymore |
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And you can say that you're sorry |
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But I don't believe you baby |
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Like I did before |
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You're not sorry, no, no, no, no |
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No no no |