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I am sad and grateful |
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I am lonely and rejoicing |
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I ring the bells alone |
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I ring the bells for you |
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Forgive me the impermanence of my joy |
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And the permanence of my joy |
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I am present in my truth |
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Though you were right I lost myself |
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I abide in my discomfort |
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And in everything you gave me |
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I can try to hide from suffering |
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But I know that won't save me |
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I must count it all as joy |
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I must let love be love in me |
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I can be strong I can be kind |
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I can be good to myself and anyone who lets me |
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Now I am simple I am alone |
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Like a pale flower floating on the surface |
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Of the wide sea the world drives |
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Between all of our hearts |
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The one you must navigate in order to love |
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In trying to swim there |
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But refusing to let go |
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We weighed each other down |
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And eventually we drowned |
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We can speak the words of women and angels |
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But without real love it's just sad noise |
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I can open my heart and let everything out |
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But that won't save me |
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I'll just be empty |
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I am raw and awed and frightened |
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In the presence of my truth |
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I am sitting with my fear |
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I am reverent in its light |
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I am starting where I am |
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I move forward on my own |
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And I ring the bells alone |
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But with only you in mind |