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[ti:secrets] |
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Verse 1 |
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She said she couldn't stay too late |
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She gotta be home by ten, she had school the next day |
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She wasn't the type to play |
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She ain't like them other chicks |
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She ain't known for getting drunk, popping pills, or sucking dick |
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More like the type to show up to class |
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An hour early, never wearing shorts that's showing her ass |
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Got to hold on her past, can't let go of it |
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She don't really smile, but nobody ever notices |
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Grade A student, all her teachers love her |
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She just wished she felt that same love from her mother |
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But she's stuck in county jail for eighteen months |
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So its just her and pops and everyday he's drunk |
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They hardly talk, so when she gets to the house |
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She goes straight to her room and she shuts the lights out |
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Hoping the next day comes sooner than later |
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She can't wait to move out, four-hundred dollars saved up |
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She knows she got a long way to go |
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But she keeps her head so high, you'd probably never know |
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What she had to go through for so long |
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Yo, but she never forgets to hold on |
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Hook |
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She said, "If you knew my secret, I wonder what you'd say |
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I wonder if you'd leave and I wonder if you'd stay |
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I wonder if you'd see me in a different way |
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Its hard to hold this in, I think about it everyday" |
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Yeah, I wonder what you'd say |
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I wonder if you'd see me in a different way |
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I think about it everyday |
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Verse 2 |
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She met a kid named Joey, knew he had a crush |
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Always made her laugh and said things to make her blush |
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But she tried so hard to pay him no attention |
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Scared her past would eventually ruin the friendship |
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Cause its so hard for her to open her feelings |
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He said, "If you don't give me your heart beautiful |
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I'mma steal it" |
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So twelve months passed and ever since he said that |
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She been in love, but everybody has their setbacks |
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Slowly, but surely he was fading away |
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While she was falling deeper for him and she waited for days |
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For him to call her like he always did, but five days went by and |
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If you listen closely you can hear her still crying |
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She wrote on paper saying, "I'm sorry" |
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I just wish you knew you're the reason that my heart beats |
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Always made me smile ever since the day you saw me |
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You were my guardian angel when I had nobody |
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Yo, but there's something I haven't told you |
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For six years there was something that I had to go through |
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That shattered my spirit and my dreams, I know you can see it |
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My father did these things to me and no one believed it |
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My mom was never there to see, I hope when she reads this |
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She ODs on the very thing that broke us to pieces |
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You were the only person I ever loved |
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And it kills me inside to know that I was the one |
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To ruin what we had and I knew this would happen |
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Yo, I just thought me and you would've lasted |
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Knife to her wrist as she dropped to the floor |
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But right be before she cut she heard a knock at the door |
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Hook |
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She said, "If you knew my secret, I wonder what you'd say |
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I wonder if you'd leave and I wonder if you'd stay |
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I wonder if you'd see me in a different way |
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Its hard to hold this in, I think about it everyday" |
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Yeah, I wonder what you'd say |
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I wonder if you'd see me in a different way |
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I think about it everyday |
