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Yeah, now everybody tellin' me a lie |
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Lordie, give me something for my soul |
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See I don't wanna think of suicide |
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So please don't take the lock key off my door |
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See I been tired of fucking all these girls |
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And I been tired of spending all my dough |
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And if I give my story to the world |
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I wonder if they'd book me for a show |
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See you can't handle pressure on your own |
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So why you carry boulders by yourself |
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The story stole, they tell it till it wrong |
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And glorify the horror and the wealth |
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And mama call me tell me coming home |
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And I just need some guidance in my steps |
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I know i'm not the only one alone |
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I know i'm not the only one who felt |
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Heavenly father why are you so far away |
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Heavenly father why are you so far away |
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Heavenly father why are you so far away |
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Heavenly father why are you so far away |
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Yeah, I'm praying that I make it 25 |
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They be calling doctors for my health |
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And "no" is kinda hard to say to drugs |
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Because I been having problems with myself |
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And I been asking questions, where the love? |
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And they don't give me answers just a check |
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And they don't know my issues as a child |
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Because I was busy cutting on myself |
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And hanging from the playground wasn't wrong |
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Until you got a rope up on your neck |
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And I been losing more than just my mind |
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Gathering whats left of self-respect |
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And daddy why you call me while you drunk? |
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And why you never love me when I need it |
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And I don't wanna be like you no more |
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And I been tryna cope I'm getting weeded |
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Heavenly father why are you so far away |
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Heavenly father why are you so far away |
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Heavenly father why are you so far away |
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Heavenly father why are you so far away |
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Yeah, ay |
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I smoke too much, the problems of a 20 something |
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I drink too often, there's liquor pouring from the faucet |
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You would assume by following the tunes |
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That i'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum |
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These bitches ain't shit and pussy is my greatest vice |
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I love smoking weed, I hate advice |
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I know some niggas that talk good |
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The wise men from a long line of bitch made and bridesmen |
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You never had nothing but fucking dreams |
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You just caught up in the hype |
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The fashion and so it seems, the limelight |
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I know that I rhyme tight |
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No need for your 2 cents and burning your blueprints |
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These people think I really give a fuck about the shit they give a fuck about |
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Just need a moment of silence, just close your fucking mouth |
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Infatuated with violence, gun in my fucking mouth |
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So you don't even know that i'm serious, know what im talking 'bout |
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Like you got punchlines for days |
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So generic your flow |
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You're too cold, you're aged |
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And you got punch lines for days |
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So generic your flow |
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You're too cold, you're aged |
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And they souls was never in it, like yeah |
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They souls was never in it like |
