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If I think about it |
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I am successful as it were |
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I get to sing for lovely people |
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all over this lovely world |
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And I am no where near as awkward |
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As I was when I was younger |
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I guess I'M one of those guys |
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Who gets better looking as they age |
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And even though I have felt beaten down |
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By constant doubt |
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depression and confusion |
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Brought about by people's actions |
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death and tax forms |
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I keep getting up |
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And I am loves by all my friends and family |
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though there have been |
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lots of raised eyebrows |
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and concerned glances lately |
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It doesn't matter to him |
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I could be anything |
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But I could never win his heart again |
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It doesn't matter to him |
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He took away my triple A pass |
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I am invisibe to him |
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And now I feel the soft pink flesh |
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of my heart hardening |
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To the countless possibilities |
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Contained within each day |
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Vulnerability feels like |
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A cold wet concrete room lit |
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With florescent lighting |
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Which as you know |
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makes everything look bad |
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I still keep trying to figure out |
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how I became irrelevant |
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How I got myself evicted |
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From his heart from one day to the next |
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And the worst part is |
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That even if I got an answer right now |
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It will not change anything |
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because we have become two strangers |
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It doesn't matter to him |
[02:54.520] |
I could be anything |
[02:57.270] |
But I could never win his heart again |
[03:05.340] |
It doesn't matter to him |
[03:09.960] |
He took away my triple A pass |
[03:13.870] |
I am invisibe to him |
[03:20.730] |
It doesn't matter to him |
[03:24.760] |
I could be anything |
[03:27.370] |
But I could never win his heart again |
[03:34.140] |
It doesn't matter to him |
[03:40.850] |
He took away my triple A pass |
[03:44.210] |
I am invisibe to him |
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