is happiness just a word (feat. yes alexander)

Song is happiness just a word (feat. yes alexander)
Artist Vinnie Paz
Album Carry on Tradition

Lyrics

[ti:Is Happiness Just a Word feat. Yes Alexander]
[ar:Vinnie Paz]
[al:Carry on Tradition]
[offset:0]
[00:22.01] Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
[00:24.67]
[00:25.59] With all the blood and scars
[00:28.48] My mouth will hunt you
[00:30.37]
[00:31.15] With fear - I appear
[00:33.05]
[00:34.84] Nothing will stop me
[00:36.24] You crave the creature in me
[00:37.71]
[00:38.99] Shattered I will capture you
[00:40.72]
[00:42.24] So run
[00:43.58]
[00:44.15] My family don't understand what I go through
[00:45.87] Under diagnosed for 20 years ain't never broke through
[00:48.32] You ever been in such a fog you don't know you
[00:50.88] Never being able to do the shit you're supposed to
[00:53.25] I wouldn't wish it on anyone that I'm close to
[00:56.50] Wouldn't wish it on anybody that I'm opposed to
[00:58.72]
[00:59.23] There's not an accurate diagnosis to show you
[01:01.51] Basic neurobiology isn't close to it
[01:03.51]
[01:05.40] I'm watching life as a spectator
[01:07.26] I can't help myself even though I possessed data
[01:09.36]
[01:10.01] It's not a part of my spirit to want to test nature
[01:12.71] You think you know what I'm feeling cousin then let's wager
[01:15.50] I'm having trouble retaining new information
[01:17.57] Familiar scenes starting to look foreign- derealization
[01:19.42]
[01:20.59] Everybody tired of being patient
[01:22.35]
[01:23.10] Mama wondering why her baby crying in the basement
[01:25.21]
[01:26.41] Constant rumination just exacerbates it
[01:28.71] To the point where I can't even barely narrate it
[01:31.37] I've had doctors tell me that my mind is fascinating
[01:33.99] But they can't tell me why the sickness has been activated
[01:36.63] Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
[01:38.86]
[01:40.23] With all the blood and scars
[01:41.87]
[01:42.78] My mouth will hunt you
[01:44.31]
[01:44.87] With fear - I appear
[01:47.09] Nothing will stop me
[01:49.55]
[01:50.70] You crave the creature in me
[01:52.46]
[01:53.54] Shattered I will capture you
[01:55.10]
[01:57.30] So run
[01:58.53] My head don't work the meds don't work
[01:59.99]
[02:00.81] But I don't want to be dead dead don't work
[02:03.34] Sleep's the cousin of death the bed don't work
[02:05.85] Maybe I'd rather be dead; dead don't hurt
[02:07.60]
[02:08.82] Realization of an inherent emptiness
[02:09.78]
[02:11.24] Maybe that's another sin for the pessimist
[02:12.96]
[02:13.85] Possibly I am a jinn with a exorcist
[02:15.66]
[02:16.68] I've fallen because I've been on the precipice
[02:18.57]
[02:19.61] Maybe it's my mama's possible regret
[02:21.08]
[02:21.99] Maybe it's a neurological neglect
[02:23.51]
[02:24.88] Maybe it's the reason why water's wet
[02:27.22] The angular gyrus and where the frontal lobe connect
[02:29.14]
[02:30.27] But maybe I'm being too complicated for you
[02:32.04]
[02:32.57] Maybe I should just be calm and explain it to you
[02:35.13] The psychiatrist thinking they could fool you
[02:37.92] Paxil Zoloft it's just wasteful to you
[02:39.82]
[02:40.59] I've tried meditation tried to sit in silence
[02:42.79]
[02:43.56] But how the fuck that help a neurochemical imbalance
[02:46.18] Why would you tell a person that they were childish
[02:48.68] Without an understanding of the pain that they surround in
[02:50.93]
[02:51.67] I always feel foggy somatic detatchment
[02:53.20]
[02:54.18] It's like my body isn't connected to actions
[02:56.30]
[02:56.81] It destroys everything that's affected the fragments
[02:59.25] I don't have nothing but senses and sadness
[03:01.61]
[03:22.64] Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
[03:25.42]
[03:26.83] With all the blood and scars
[03:28.46]
[03:29.34] My mouth will hunt you
[03:31.46] With fear - I appear
[03:32.76]
[03:33.72] Nothing will stop me
[03:36.16]
[03:37.55] You crave the creature in me
[03:39.11]
[03:40.30] Shattered I will capture you
[03:42.35] So run