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feat. Charli XCX |
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[Verse 1] |
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Backwood of that good to the pain for the brain |
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A cup of lean for me to sleep see I be going through things |
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Music business got me stressed Xanax to maintain |
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Waking up on wrong sides got me writing in vain |
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Vicodin to numb me up help me cope with the struggle |
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Remember praying to get in there saying rap to my brothers |
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And now I got the whole world listening |
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Give your ear for a second a life changing decision |
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Every other minute thoughts run through my mind |
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About how bad I wanted this but I cannot waste time |
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So I'm trapped in the beat stuck on every line |
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Nothing else matters except my next rhyme |
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You can never understand all the pressure I'm against |
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Getting high thinking how to make it better than your last *******t |
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Might have a mental breakdown |
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If it wasn't for these pills here now |
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And no matter how it gets I hold on |
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Rolling up this ******* to cope I float on |
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******* I float on |
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[Hook: Charli XCX] x4 |
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I float on |
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Let's go |
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Hop up in the Chevy 4 door lets roll |
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[Verse 2] |
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Remember back when mommy sent me for the Wonder Bread |
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And *******s jumped me stomped on my ******* head |
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It's like I learned right then you either sink or you swim |
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And to beat your enemy you gotta think like them |
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So I was up late breaking day with the gremlins |
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Music in my heart but my thoughts wouldn't listen |
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Hood outta bye bye cause rap *******t was sci-fi |
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So I'm tormented with the things I seen with these eyes |
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Can't get a wink unless I'm leaning off of syrup |
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Dreaming of my past like a nigh*******are so I wake up |
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Staring at the ceiling with this feeling that won't go away |
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Until the verse is done wrote all day but them *******ts throwaway |
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So I'm breaking day sniffing Adderall writing |
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And not for the money for the life after dying |
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Pray I get old just to hear I been the future |
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Just to see my influence in this genre of music |
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And might make it to see somehow |
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If it wasn't for these pills here now |
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And no matter how it gets I hold on |
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Rolling up this ******* to cope I float on |
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******* I float on |
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[Hook: Charli XCX] x4 |
