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All I want is to remember the way that it used to be, |
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When the whole universe circled you and me, |
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And every single time we threw our hearts in the air, |
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they'd flutter back down so beautifully, |
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All I wanna do is take it all back but I can't rewind, |
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Get my head on straight and get my heart in line, |
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And I know I play it off like I just don't care, |
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But I can still hear her voice in my head sometimes, |
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Don't know what I became when you walked out, |
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You were too far away to see the fallout, |
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If you ever really wanted me, |
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You should have fought for me, you should have died for me, |
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Truth is I love when it hurts, |
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I know it's fucked up that's the way that my heart works, |
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I only want when I'm unwanted, |
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I only love after I lost it, |
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After I lost it, |
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Kinda funny how we, |
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Only see it clearest when it's far away, |
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And we only seem to want it when it's far too late, |
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And every single time we throw our hearts in the air, |
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They'd flutter back down to a different state, |
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All I wanna do is take it all back but I can't rewind, |
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Get my head on straight and get my heart in line, |
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And I try to tell myself that I just don't care, |
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But it's her voice ringing in my head this time, |
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Don't know what I became when you walked out, |
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You were too far away to see the fallout, |
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If you ever really wanted me, |
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You should have fought for me, you should have died for me, |
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Truth is I love when it hurts, |
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I know it's fucked up that's the way that my heart works, |
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I only want when I'm unwanted, |
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I only love after I lost it, |
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After I lost it, |
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She said too late for waiting, |
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No second chances, |
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No second guessing, |
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No second glances, |
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No way to go back, |
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No way to unhurt, |
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No way to be there when you needed comfort, |
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Do you really feel like there's a change in me? |
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Do you really love me, or just love what you want me to be, |
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And on the battlefield of what we used to be, |
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Would you have fought for me, would you have died of me? |
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And would you climb up in the sky into the stars for me? |
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Would you promise me you'd give up who you are for me? |
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And would you get down on your knees and pray to God for me? |
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Just make it stop for me? |
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Let me always be |
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Number one in your heart, |
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But I can't be what you want, |
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Cause I'm burned by the fire but I still love the spark, |
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And I can't put it out, and I can't be changed, |
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So watch this beautiful thing go up in beautiful flames, |
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Don't know what I became when you walked out, |
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You were too far away to see the fallout, |
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If you ever really wanted me, |
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You should have fought for me, you should have died for me, |
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Truth is I love when it hurts, |
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I know it's fucked up that's the way that my heart works, |
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I only want when I'm unwanted, |
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I only love after I lost it, |
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After I lost it. |
