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One of those ******* awful black days when nothing is pleasing |
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And everything that happens is an excuse for anger |
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An outlet for emotions stockpiled |
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An arsenal , an armor |
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These are the days when I hate the world |
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Hate the rich,hate the happy, hate the complacent |
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The tv watchers, beer drinkers, the satisfied ones |
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Because I know I can be all those little hateful things |
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And then I hate myself for realizing that |
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There is no preventative, directive, or safe approach for living |
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We each know our own faith |
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We know from our youth how to be treated |
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And how we'll be received and how we shall end |
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These things don't change |
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You can change your clothes, change your hairstyle |
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Your friends, cities, continents |
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But sooner or later your old self will always catch up |
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Always it waits in the wings |
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(my need is slow but don't stick |
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like //// //// //// //// |
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like the rain on the wind*******eld) |
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One of those rainy day car rides |
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My head imploded |
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The a*******osphere in this car a mirror of my skull |
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Wet, damp, windows dripping and misted with cold |
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Walls of gray |
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Nothing good on the radio |
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Not a thought in my head |
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I know a place we can go where you'll fall in love so hard that you'll wish you were dead |
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Let's take life and slow it down incredibly slow (I know a place we can go) |
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Frame by frame (when you'll fall in ) |
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Like two minutes that take ten years to live out (love so hard that) |
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Yeah, let's do that (you'll wish you were dead) |
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Telephone poles like praying mantis against the sky |
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Metal arms outstretched |
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So much land traveled, so little sense made of it |
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It doesn't mean a thing all this land laying out behind us |
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I'd like to take off into these woods and get good and lost for a while |
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I'm disgusted with petty concerns - parking tickets, breakfast specials |
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Does someone just have to carry this weight? |
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Abstract topography |
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Methane covenant |
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Linear gospel |
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Ashville saleslady |
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Stagian emmisary |
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Torturous lice |
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Mad Elizabeth |
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(keep a better peoples) |
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The light within me *******nes like a diamond mine |
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Like an unarmed walrus |
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Like a dead man face down on the highway |
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Like a snake eating its own tail |
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A steam turbine |
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Frog pond |
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Too-full closet burst open in disarray |
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Soap bubbles in the sun |
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Hospital deathbed |
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Red convertible |
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Shopping list |
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Blow job |
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Death's head |
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Devils dancing |
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Bleached white buildings |
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Memory movements |
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The movie unpeeling, unreeling, about to begin |
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I've seen your hallway |
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You're a dark hallway |
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I hear your stairs creak |
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I can fix my mind on your yes and your no |
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I'll feel your face today in the sparkling c******* |
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All red, yellow, blue-green brilliance and silver Dutch reflection |
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Racing thoughts |
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Racing thoughts all too real |
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You're moving so fast now I can't hold your image |
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This image I have of your face by the window |
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Me standing beside you |
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Arm on your shoulder |
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A catalog of images, fla*******ng glimpses |
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Then dawn again |
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Untethered to this post you've sunk in me |
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Every clear afternoon now I'll think of you up in the air |
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Twisting your heel and your knees up around me |
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My face in your hair |
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You scream so well |
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Your smile so loud |
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Still rings in my ears |
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I know a place we can go when you'll fall in love so hard that you'll wish you were dead |
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Inhibition |
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Distant tied-up longing |
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Clean my teeth |
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Stay the course |
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Hold the wheel |
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Steer on to freedom |
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Open all the boxes |
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Open all the boxes |
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Open all the boxes |
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Open all the boxes |
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Times ******* mid-day |
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Newspaper buildings |
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News headlines going around |
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We watch as they go and hope for some good ones |
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Those tree shadows from the park |
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That you're all whispering |
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//// //// meanings around six pm |
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Shadows across the cobblestones |
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Girl in front of bathroom mirror |
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She's slow and careful |
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Paints her face green, mask-like |
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Like Matisse |
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Portrait with Green Stripe |
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Long shot through apar*******ent window |
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A monologue on top but no girl in shot |
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The light within me *******nes like a diamond mine |
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Like an unarmed walrus |
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Like a dead man face down on the highway |
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Like a snake eating its own tail |
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A steam turbine |
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Frog pond |
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Too-full closet burst open in disarray |
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Soap bubbles in the sun |
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Hospital deathbed |
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Red convertible |
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Shopping list |
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Blow job |
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Death's head |
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Devils dancing |
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Bleached white buildings |
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Memory movements |
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The movie unreeling, about to begin |
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