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I finally look to paint a picture of my whole life |
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And for me to end it would be so nice |
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Somebody driving on this back street |
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So i could leave my ************t all on the back seat |
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Cause i dont love my life no more |
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So i dont wanna fight no more |
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I felt this way before but it died out |
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So i shot my ******* eye out |
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Nobody understands me help |
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But i dont understand my self |
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I always find myself bein trapped |
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And my drugs that i take so im at |
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That point in my mother******* life |
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Where i dont wanna live a ******* lie |
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I just wanna die |
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I just wanna die |
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Die |
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I just wanna die |
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Die |
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Lets go on a journey |
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Boldly go where no man has gone before |
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Buckle up and lets take a ride |
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I want you to watch me commit suicide |
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Were headed for a place in a dark land |
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In desperate search of that dark man |
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But dont you move keep it right there |
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I wanna bring you smooth into my nigh*******are |
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Dont be afraid of watching life bleed |
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Explore my every thought, come out and sightsee |
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Theres no man alive, that can promise breath |
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But once we arrive, i can promise death |
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And now were headed for the crossroads |
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Gettin deeper in the lost coves |
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And once we arrive |
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Close your mother******* eyes |
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Cause im about to die |
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Will wake up |
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What, what, what, what man? |
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Damn you aint been listenin man? |
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This ************t is real, man, i dont give a ******* will, you payin attention |
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Just drive *******, damn? |
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You listenin, will its goin down, right ******* now |
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I put the pistol to my temple |
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See the bullet in the chamber |
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****ed it back and out of anger |
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I pulled the crack, see the shells jump out the side |
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Now im fallin back, im seein faces but theyre all in black |
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Im hearin sounds but i cant hear |
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Im seein pictures in my head but they aint clear |
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My every picture flashed at full speed |
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And now im feelin like im loosin my grips on all reality |
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But my realitys a battle g |
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And i was tired of havin talks with myself about mentality |
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End it all i stand tall |
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Apparently i wasnt patient enough to hear the man call |
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So now i leave myself to strive or die |
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But ive lost all my hopes inside |
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And i just wanna die |
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Yo will wake the ******* up |
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What, what, what, man, damn? |
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Man im talkin about killin myself man |
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Wanna kill yourself? |
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Thats right i dont give a ******* |
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Right? what you think im playin |
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Argument,gunshot,car crash... |