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It happened all so fast, heavy with sleep my eyes closed |
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The next thing I remember was crawling out from the car |
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And seeing you lying there |
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Holdin' your head, kissing you for the last time |
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The taste of blood on my lips |
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Your clothes torn apart perfumed with gas |
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It seems like it was yesterday when the rain poured down |
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I can still hear your screams as if it was happening all over again |
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Saturday, December 4th that night would become a grave |
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That would crush my heart |
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Joy and laughter exchanged for grief and silence |
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Searching for so long to find you and the moment |
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You were ripped from me |
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Laying here on this empty shelf never to be read again |
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In these pages lies every memory of you |
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The wind blew your heart over my eyes and I slept for days |
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Praying not to awake but these dreams can only last so long |
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Facing the day looking through these tears |
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I'll always look back and remember that night as you lay there |
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Looking over that casket, seeing your face times of past rushing |
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Touching your cold hand wishing it would touch me back |
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You look so pretty lying there just like the first day we met |
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It feels so real like old times but it's nothing, it's nothing |
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I can taste the stale air on my tongue and death lights up the sky |
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Hope finds itself it and end stopping at my thoughts |
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Pictures of you help bring back the tears |
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Walking in the present but living in the past |
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How much longer will I embrace sorrow? |
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From the moment you entered my life |
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My whole outlook on love would change |
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You brought out a happiness I didn't even know I had |
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And now you've gone leaving without a goodbye |
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That glass heart that rested in my chest has fallen and shattered |
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Here on Lord is the remains of a broken heart |
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For I have faith you can give me joy and life again |
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Death has fallen but love covers me |
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Heaven is now home to my angel of love |
