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Oh well oh well so here we stand |
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But we stand for nothing |
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My heart calls to me in my sleep |
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How can i turn to it |
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'cause i'm all locked up in this |
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Dark place-- |
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And i do not know i'm as good as dead |
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My head aches-- |
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Warped and tied up i need to kill this pain |
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My head won't leave my head alone |
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And i don't believe it will |
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Until i'm dead and gone |
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My head won't leave my head alone |
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And i don't believe it willl |
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Until i'm six feet under gound |
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How long i'm tied up |
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My mind in knots-- |
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My stomach reels in concern for what i might do or |
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What i've done |
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It's got me living in fear |
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Well i know these voices must |
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Be my sould i've had my grave |
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Lying wired and shut and quiet in my grave |
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Leave me here |
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Leave it to me to waste here |
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So young and here i am again |
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Talking to myself |
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A tv blares |
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Oh man |
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Oh how i wish i didn't smoke |
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Or drink to reason with my head |
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But sometimes this thick confusion |
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Grows utnil i cannot bear it all |
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Needle to the vein |
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Needle to the vein |
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Take this needle from my vein my fiend |
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I said |
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In my grave |
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Lying, lying cold in my grave |
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The reason--my reason |
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Take my head off this terror |
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The fearing won't come back |
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I can't see my mind's all wiped clean |
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The needle |
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Make my great escape |
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I seem caught in time |
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My head leaves me behing |
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Body fall cold |
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And i have seen heaven |
