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And it's been awhile |
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Since I could hold my head up high |
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And it's been awhile |
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Since I first saw you |
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And it's been awhile |
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Since I could stand on my own two feet again |
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And it's been awhile |
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Since I could call you |
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And everything I can't remember |
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As fucked up as it all may seem |
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The consequences that I've rendered |
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I've stretched myself beyond my means |
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And it's been awhile |
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Since I can say that I wasn't addicted |
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And it's been awhile |
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Since I can say I love myself as well |
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And it's been awhile |
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Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do |
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And it's been awhile |
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But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you |
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And everything I can't remember |
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As fucked up as it all may seem |
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The consequences that I've rendered |
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I've gone and fucked things up again |
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Why must I feel this way? |
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Just make this go away |
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Just one more peaceful day! |
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And it's been awhile |
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Since I could look at myself straight |
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And it's been awhile |
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Since I said I'm sorry |
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And it's been awhile |
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Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face |
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And it's been awhile |
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But I can still remember just the way you taste |
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And everything I can't remember |
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As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me |
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I cannot blame this on my father |
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He did the best he could for me |
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And it's been awhile |
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Since I could hold my head up high |
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And it's been awhile |
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Since I said I'm sorry |