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Dear Matthew, I like you a lot |
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I realize you're in a relationship with someone right now |
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And I respect that |
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I'd like you to know that if you're ever single in the future |
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And you want to come visit me in California |
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I would be open to spending time with you |
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And finding out how old you were when you wrote your first song |
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Dear Jonathan, I liked you too much |
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I used to be attracted to boys who would lie to me |
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And think solely about themselves |
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And you were plenty self-destructive for my taste at the time |
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I used to say the more tragic the better |
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The truth is, whenever I think of the early 90's |
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Your face comes up with a vengeance like it was yesterday |
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Dear Terrence, I love you muchly |
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You've been nothing but open hearted |
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And emotionally available and supportive |
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And nurturing and consummately there for me |
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I kept drawing you in and pushing you away |
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I remember how beautiful it was to fall asleep on your couch |
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And cry in front of you for the first time |
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You were the best platform from which to jump beyond myself |
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What was wrong with me? |
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Dear Marcus, you rocked my world |
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You had a charismatic way about you with the woman |
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And you got me seriously thinking about spirituality |
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And you wouldn't let me get away with kicking my own ass |
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But I could never really feel relaxed |
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And looked out for around you, though |
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And that stopped us from going any further than we did |
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And it's kinda too bad because we could've had much more fun |
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Dear Lou, we learned so much |
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I realize we won't be able to talk for some time |
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And I understand that as I do you |
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The long distance thing was the hardest |
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And we did as well as we could |
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We were together during a very tumultuous time in our lives |
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I will always have your back and be curious about you |
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About your career, your whereabouts |