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i'm a deer caught in the headlamp glow of your traffic jam life. and so |
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murderously i stand innocently all wrapped up into one |
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here in your path |
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crash |
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and all i can think of is no |
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and all you can think of is no |
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no, i don't want to |
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no, i don't need this |
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no, i don't know what to do |
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it's my last decision and it was so selfish. i wasn't thinking of you |
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and now i've killed you and you've killed me |
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and i did it so stupidly, please forgive me |
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i wanted it so bad crouched in the darkness. i couldn't wait either, staring into your eyes |
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i wanted what i couldn't have, and that was so heartless |
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i saw the light and my legs began to rise |
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why i waited until you came along? i don't know |
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as i sit here in a pile of myself thinking about it all |
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was it rash, or was this my fate? i'm sure it wasn't yours |
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i'll take the blame, it was me who came into your path |
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if it's all the same, i'm really sorry |
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i can understand your families sad |
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and if you can't accept my apology please don't feel bad about |
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cursing my name (atreyu) |
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i'm just a deer who got caught. i got scared |
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and i forgot what it was i was doing, what i was pursuing |
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it's not the way i usually run my life |
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what a mistake |
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the whole time i'm asking: what am i doing? who is this running my thought process? |
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i wish i would have thought before i did what i did |
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and for that i'm sorry. i offer you my dearest apologies |
