[00:23.42] | 我讨厌自己并且想死 |
[00:25.80] | 呢个念头不停喺心头涌起 |
[00:28.80] | 生存比起死 需要付出更加大嘅勇气 |
[00:31.75] | 嚟到最尾 用最后嘅勇气写最后嘅日记 x2 |
[00:47.06] | 今日完结嘅一日 |
[00:48.96] | 当你睇到呢一页嘅时候我已经消失 |
[00:52.00] | 我嘅遗体可能已经喺殓房全身发黑 |
[00:54.80] | 堆积如山嘅烂衫同账单 算系我嘅遗 物 |
[00:58.87] | 我嘅丧礼会播住我嘅歌 |
[01:01.28] | 我嘅亲朋 我嘅敌人听住我嘅歌 送别我 |
[01:03.94] | 跟住人龙 瞻仰遗容 再点火 |
[01:07.62] | 之后就将我烧淨嘅骨灰 |
[01:09.80] | 放入我细个踢波赢番嚟唯一嘅奖杯 |
[01:12.67] | 请恕我失陪 身心已经崩溃 好攰好攰 |
[01:16.62] | 再行唔到落去 唯有撤退 |
[01:19.19] | 每一步都有留低我绝望嘅眼泪 |
[01:21.53] | 对抗世界嘅秩序 就判决我为另类 |
[01:24.42] | 我唔介意死后被神指责 令我无得上天堂 |
[01:27.66] | 我只系希望喺地狱 可以收到你地烧俾我纸扎嘅任天堂 |
[01:32.36] | 任天堂再宽鬆 亦无可能包容我嘅癫狂 |
[01:35.58] | 开始将自己锁埋喺睡房 |
[01:37.70] | 连续多年失眠 令我讨厌软枕高床 |
[01:40.44] | 延续多年前嘅愿望 决定远走彼岸 |
[01:43.44] | 感觉有如终于鬆绑 |
[01:45.65] | 个世界要汰弱留强 |
[01:47.60] | 我讨厌呢种生活 讨厌生命太长 |
[01:50.65] | 我嘅天空永远睇唔见温暖嘅太阳 |
[01:53.39] | 命运安排我嘅定位系喺坟场嘅中央 |
[01:56.68] | 我天生悲观 点解要迫我乐观 |
[01:59.18] | 终日鬱鬱不欢 今日终于可以 落棺 |
[02:02.69] | 我嘅离开 你地并唔需要悲哀 |
[02:05.10] | 唔需要感慨 只要用笑容帮我冚盖 |
[02:08.15] | 选择呢条路 我并唔系睇唔开 |
[02:10.86] | 只系太清楚 无未来 唯有尽快 投胎 |
[02:14.40] | 重複嘅等待 无数嘅伤害 茫茫嘅苦海 |
[02:17.40] | 上帝嘅主宰 无办法去篡改 |
[02:20.20] | 尝试过平凡嘅生活 晚五朝九 |
[02:22.40] | 但每当坐喺写字楼就会喺窗口见到死神向我招手 |
[02:26.70] | 究竟边个可以帮我跳过呢个关口 |
[02:29.50] | 越系极力逃走 反而越接近生命嘅尽头 |
[02:32.50] | 我唯有亲手系额头割一个十字形嘅伤口 |
[02:35.60] | 任由血液一滴一滴流走 |
[02:37.80] | 我讨厌自己并且想死 |
[02:40.20] | 呢个念头不停喺心头涌起 |
[02:43.20] | 生存比起死 需要付出更加大嘅勇气 |
[02:46.30] | 嚟到最尾 用最后嘅勇气写最后嘅日记 |
[02:50.00] | 我讨厌自己并且想死 |
[02:52.00] | 呢个念头不停喺心头涌起 |
[02:54.84] | 生存比起死 需要付出更加大嘅勇气 |
[02:58.10] | 嚟到最尾 用最后嘅勇气写最后嘅日记 |
[03:01.80] | (我讨厌自己并且想死) |
[03:04.70] | (我讨厌自己并且想死) |
[03:07.50] | (我讨厌自己并且想死) |
[03:07.55] | (我讨厌自己并且) |
[00:23.42] | wo tao yan zi ji bing qie xiang si |
[00:25.80] | ne ge nian tou bu ting xi xin tou yong qi |
[00:28.80] | sheng cun bi qi si xu yao fu chu geng jia da kai yong qi |
[00:31.75] | li dao zui wei yong zui hou kai yong qi xie zui hou kai ri ji x2 |
[00:47.06] | jin ri wan jie kai yi ri |
[00:48.96] | dang ni di dao ne yi ye kai shi hou wo yi jing xiao shi |
[00:52.00] | wo kai yi ti ke neng yi jing xi lian fang quan shen fa hei |
[00:54.80] | dui ji ru shan kai lan shan tong zhang dan suan xi wo kai yi wu |
[00:58.87] | wo kai sang li hui bo zhu wo kai ge |
[01:01.28] | wo kai qin peng wo kai di ren ting zhu wo kai ge song bie wo |
[01:03.94] | gen zhu ren long zhan yang yi rong zai dian huo |
[01:07.62] | zhi hou jiu jiang wo shao jing kai gu hui |
[01:09.80] | fang ru wo xi ge ti bo ying fan li wei yi kai jiang bei |
[01:12.67] | qing shu wo shi pei shen xin yi jing beng kui hao gui hao gui |
[01:16.62] | zai xing wu dao luo qu wei you che tui |
[01:19.19] | mei yi bu dou you liu di wo jue wang kai yan lei |
[01:21.53] | dui kang shi jie kai zhi xu jiu pan jue wo wei ling lei |
[01:24.42] | wo wu jie yi si hou bei shen zhi ze ling wo wu de shang tian tang |
[01:27.66] | wo zhi xi xi wang xi di yu ke yi shou dao ni di shao bi wo zhi zha kai ren tian tang |
[01:32.36] | ren tian tang zai kuan song yi wu ke neng bao rong wo kai dian kuang |
[01:35.58] | kai shi jiang zi ji suo mai xi shui fang |
[01:37.70] | lian xu duo nian shi mian ling wo tao yan ruan zhen gao chuang |
[01:40.44] | yan xu duo nian qian kai yuan wang jue ding yuan zou bi an |
[01:43.44] | gan jue you ru zhong yu song bang |
[01:45.65] | ge shi jie yao tai ruo liu qiang |
[01:47.60] | wo tao yan ne zhong sheng huo tao yan sheng ming tai zhang |
[01:50.65] | wo kai tian kong yong yuan di wu jian wen nuan kai tai yang |
[01:53.39] | ming yun an pai wo kai ding wei xi xi fen chang kai zhong yang |
[01:56.68] | wo tian sheng bei guan dian jie yao po wo le guan |
[01:59.18] | zhong ri yu yu bu huan jin ri zhong yu ke yi luo guan |
[02:02.69] | wo kai li kai ni di bing wu xu yao bei ai |
[02:05.10] | wu xu yao gan kai zhi yao yong xiao rong bang wo kan gai |
[02:08.15] | xuan ze ne tiao lu wo bing wu xi di wu kai |
[02:10.86] | zhi xi tai qing chu wu wei lai wei you jin kuai tou tai |
[02:14.40] | zhong fu kai deng dai wu shu kai shang hai mang mang kai ku hai |
[02:17.40] | shang di kai zhu zai wu ban fa qu cuan gai |
[02:20.20] | chang shi guo ping fan kai sheng huo wan wu chao jiu |
[02:22.40] | dan mei dang zuo xi xie zi lou jiu hui xi chuang kou jian dao si shen xiang wo zhao shou |
[02:26.70] | jiu jing bian ge ke yi bang wo tiao guo ne ge guan kou |
[02:29.50] | yue xi ji li tao zou fan er yue jie jin sheng ming kai jin tou |
[02:32.50] | wo wei you qin shou xi e tou ge yi ge shi zi xing kai shang kou |
[02:35.60] | ren you xue ye yi di yi di liu zou |
[02:37.80] | wo tao yan zi ji bing qie xiang si |
[02:40.20] | ne ge nian tou bu ting xi xin tou yong qi |
[02:43.20] | sheng cun bi qi si xu yao fu chu geng jia da kai yong qi |
[02:46.30] | li dao zui wei yong zui hou kai yong qi xie zui hou kai ri ji |
[02:50.00] | wo tao yan zi ji bing qie xiang si |
[02:52.00] | ne ge nian tou bu ting xi xin tou yong qi |
[02:54.84] | sheng cun bi qi si xu yao fu chu geng jia da kai yong qi |
[02:58.10] | li dao zui wei yong zui hou kai yong qi xie zui hou kai ri ji |
[03:01.80] | wo tao yan zi ji bing qie xiang si |
[03:04.70] | wo tao yan zi ji bing qie xiang si |
[03:07.50] | wo tao yan zi ji bing qie xiang si |
[03:07.55] | wo tao yan zi ji bing qie |
[00:23.42] | wǒ tǎo yàn zì jǐ bìng qiě xiǎng sǐ |
[00:25.80] | ne gè niàn tou bù tíng xì xīn tóu yǒng qǐ |
[00:28.80] | shēng cún bǐ qǐ sǐ xū yào fù chū gèng jiā dà kǎi yǒng qì |
[00:31.75] | lí dào zuì wěi yòng zuì hòu kǎi yǒng qì xiě zuì hòu kǎi rì jì x2 |
[00:47.06] | jīn rì wán jié kǎi yī rì |
[00:48.96] | dāng nǐ dì dào ne yī yè kǎi shí hòu wǒ yǐ jīng xiāo shī |
[00:52.00] | wǒ kǎi yí tǐ kě néng yǐ jīng xì liàn fáng quán shēn fā hēi |
[00:54.80] | duī jī rú shān kǎi làn shān tóng zhàng dān suàn xì wǒ kǎi yí wù |
[00:58.87] | wǒ kǎi sāng lǐ huì bō zhù wǒ kǎi gē |
[01:01.28] | wǒ kǎi qīn péng wǒ kǎi dí rén tīng zhù wǒ kǎi gē sòng bié wǒ |
[01:03.94] | gēn zhù rén lóng zhān yǎng yí róng zài diǎn huǒ |
[01:07.62] | zhī hòu jiù jiāng wǒ shāo jìng kǎi gǔ huī |
[01:09.80] | fàng rù wǒ xì gè tī bō yíng fān lí wéi yī kǎi jiǎng bēi |
[01:12.67] | qǐng shù wǒ shī péi shēn xīn yǐ jīng bēng kuì hǎo guì hǎo guì |
[01:16.62] | zài xíng wú dào luò qù wéi yǒu chè tuì |
[01:19.19] | měi yī bù dōu yǒu liú dī wǒ jué wàng kǎi yǎn lèi |
[01:21.53] | duì kàng shì jiè kǎi zhì xù jiù pàn jué wǒ wèi lìng lèi |
[01:24.42] | wǒ wú jiè yì sǐ hòu bèi shén zhǐ zé lìng wǒ wú de shàng tiān táng |
[01:27.66] | wǒ zhǐ xì xī wàng xì dì yù kě yǐ shōu dào nǐ dì shāo bǐ wǒ zhǐ zhā kǎi rèn tiān táng |
[01:32.36] | rèn tiān táng zài kuān sōng yì wú kě néng bāo róng wǒ kǎi diān kuáng |
[01:35.58] | kāi shǐ jiāng zì jǐ suǒ mái xì shuì fáng |
[01:37.70] | lián xù duō nián shī mián lìng wǒ tǎo yàn ruǎn zhěn gāo chuáng |
[01:40.44] | yán xù duō nián qián kǎi yuàn wàng jué dìng yuǎn zǒu bǐ àn |
[01:43.44] | gǎn jué yǒu rú zhōng yú sōng bǎng |
[01:45.65] | gè shì jiè yào tài ruò liú qiáng |
[01:47.60] | wǒ tǎo yàn ne zhǒng shēng huó tǎo yàn shēng mìng tài zhǎng |
[01:50.65] | wǒ kǎi tiān kōng yǒng yuǎn dì wú jiàn wēn nuǎn kǎi tài yáng |
[01:53.39] | mìng yùn ān pái wǒ kǎi dìng wèi xì xì fén chǎng kǎi zhōng yāng |
[01:56.68] | wǒ tiān shēng bēi guān diǎn jiě yào pò wǒ lè guān |
[01:59.18] | zhōng rì yù yù bù huān jīn rì zhōng yú kě yǐ luò guān |
[02:02.69] | wǒ kǎi lí kāi nǐ dì bìng wú xū yào bēi āi |
[02:05.10] | wú xū yào gǎn kǎi zhǐ yào yòng xiào róng bāng wǒ kǎn gài |
[02:08.15] | xuǎn zé ne tiáo lù wǒ bìng wú xì dì wú kāi |
[02:10.86] | zhǐ xì tài qīng chǔ wú wèi lái wéi yǒu jǐn kuài tóu tāi |
[02:14.40] | zhòng fù kǎi děng dài wú shù kǎi shāng hài máng máng kǎi kǔ hǎi |
[02:17.40] | shàng dì kǎi zhǔ zǎi wú bàn fǎ qù cuàn gǎi |
[02:20.20] | cháng shì guò píng fán kǎi shēng huó wǎn wǔ cháo jiǔ |
[02:22.40] | dàn měi dāng zuò xì xiě zì lóu jiù huì xì chuāng kǒu jiàn dào sǐ shén xiàng wǒ zhāo shǒu |
[02:26.70] | jiū jìng biān gè kě yǐ bāng wǒ tiào guò ne gè guān kǒu |
[02:29.50] | yuè xì jí lì táo zǒu fǎn ér yuè jiē jìn shēng mìng kǎi jìn tóu |
[02:32.50] | wǒ wéi yǒu qīn shǒu xì é tóu gē yí gè shí zì xíng kǎi shāng kǒu |
[02:35.60] | rèn yóu xuè yè yī dī yī dī liú zǒu |
[02:37.80] | wǒ tǎo yàn zì jǐ bìng qiě xiǎng sǐ |
[02:40.20] | ne gè niàn tou bù tíng xì xīn tóu yǒng qǐ |
[02:43.20] | shēng cún bǐ qǐ sǐ xū yào fù chū gèng jiā dà kǎi yǒng qì |
[02:46.30] | lí dào zuì wěi yòng zuì hòu kǎi yǒng qì xiě zuì hòu kǎi rì jì |
[02:50.00] | wǒ tǎo yàn zì jǐ bìng qiě xiǎng sǐ |
[02:52.00] | ne gè niàn tou bù tíng xì xīn tóu yǒng qǐ |
[02:54.84] | shēng cún bǐ qǐ sǐ xū yào fù chū gèng jiā dà kǎi yǒng qì |
[02:58.10] | lí dào zuì wěi yòng zuì hòu kǎi yǒng qì xiě zuì hòu kǎi rì jì |
[03:01.80] | wǒ tǎo yàn zì jǐ bìng qiě xiǎng sǐ |
[03:04.70] | wǒ tǎo yàn zì jǐ bìng qiě xiǎng sǐ |
[03:07.50] | wǒ tǎo yàn zì jǐ bìng qiě xiǎng sǐ |
[03:07.55] | wǒ tǎo yàn zì jǐ bìng qiě |