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I sit alone in my four-cornered room staring at candles |
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Oh that shit is on? |
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Let me drop some shit like this here.. |
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At night I can't sleep,I toss and turn |
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Candlesticks in the dark,visions of bodies bein' burned |
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Four walls just starin' at a nigga |
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I'm paranoid,sleepin' with my finger on the trigger |
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My mother's always stressin' I ain't livin' right |
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But I ain't going out without a fight |
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See,everytime my eyes close |
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I start sweatin' and blood starts comin' out my nose |
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There's somebody watchin' the Ack |
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But I don't know who it is,so I'm watchin' my back |
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I can see him when I'm deep in the covers |
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When I awake I don't see the motherfucka |
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He owns a black hat like I own |
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A black suit and a cane like my own |
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Some might say"Take a chill,B~" |
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But fuck that shit,there's a nigga tryin' to kill me! |
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I'm pumpin' in the clip when the wind blows |
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Every twenty seconds got me peepin' out my window |
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Investigatin' the joint for traps |
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Checkin' my telephone for taps |
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I'm starin' at the woman on the corner |
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It's fucked up,when your mind is playin' tricks on you |
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I make big money,I drive big cars |
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Everybody know me,it's like I'm a movie star |
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But late at night,somethin' ain't right |
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I feel I'm being tailed by the same sucka's head lights |
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Is it that fool that I ran off the block? |
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Or is it that nigga last week that I shot? |
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Or is it the one I beat for five thousand dollars? |
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Thought he had caine but it was Gold Medal Flour? |
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Reach under my seat,grabbed my popper for the suckas |
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Ain't no use to be lyin,I was scareder than a motherfucka |
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But they're laughin' at pow pies and buried that quick |
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If it's goin' down,let's get this shit over with |
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Here they come,just like I figured |
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I got my hand on the motherfuckin' trigger |
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What I saw'll make your ass start gigglin' |
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Three black crippled and crazy senior citizens |
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I live by the sword |
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I take my boys everywhere I go |
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because I'm paranoid |
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I keep lookin' over my shoulder and peepim' around corners |
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My mind is playin' tricks on me |
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Day by day it's more impossible to cope |
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I feel like I'm the one that's doing dope |
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Can't keep a steady hand because I'm nervous |
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Every Sunday mornin' I'm in service |
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Prayin' for forgiveness |
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And tryin' to find an exit out the business |
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I know the Lord is lookin' at me |
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But yet and still it's hard for me to feel happy |
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I often drift while I drive |
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Havin' fatal thoughts of suicide |
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BANG and get it over with |
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And then I'm worry-free,but that's bullshit |
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I got a little boy to look after |
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And if I died then my child would be a bastard |
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I had a woman down with me |
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But to me it seems like she was down to get me |
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She helped me out in this shit |
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But to me she was just another bitch |
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Now she's back with her mother |
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Now I'm realizing that I love her |
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Now I'm feelin' lonely |
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My mind is playin' tricks on me.. |
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This year Halloween fell on a weekend |
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Me and Geto Boys are trick-or-treatin' |
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Robbin' little kids for bags |
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Till an old man got behind our ass |
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So we speeded up the pace |
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Took a look back,and he was right before our face |
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He'd be in for a squabble no doubt |
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So I swung and hit the nigga in his mouth |
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He was goin' down,we figured |
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But this wasn't no ordinary nigga |
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He stood about six or seven feet |
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Now,that's the nigga I'd be seein' in my sleep |
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So we triple-teamed on him |
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Droppin' them motherfuckin' B's on him |
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The more I swung the more blood flew |
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Then he disappeared and my boys disappeared too |
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Then I felt just like a fiend |
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It wasn't even close to Halloween |
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It was dark as death on the streets |
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My hands were all bloody from punchin' on the concrete |
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God damn,homie,my mind is playin' tricks on me.. |