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[Verse 1:] |
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I take a breath and breathe it out |
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Life has been a bitch holding onto me, I'm always freaking out |
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I don't play well with others, I panic in a crowd |
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And I'm quick to fall in love, that's why I'm always on the ground |
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So pick it up |
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Pop the umbrella over my problems |
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And understand I'll never be a man until I solve 'em |
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And sometimes I wish that I could go back home |
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Yeah, crawl into my childhood dreams and be alone |
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And that be everything, just another boy left with nothing |
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An object of security slowly losing it's stuffin' |
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The Sumter Square slum king |
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Looking for another motherfucking chance to re-break the broken in is something |
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And that's the part I'm never going to get |
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Growing up is more than just a mind state and owning all your debts |
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Blowing out the breath I don't feel so tall |
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So tell me how am I supposed to reach anything, anything at all |
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Anything at all |
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[Hook:] |
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Tell me how, can I, grow to see the change in my life |
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I wanted, to overcome the battle inside what is owed to anxiety's hold |
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Is there a better way to figure it out? |
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[Verse 2:] |
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I sweep it all under the rug |
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Cover up the loss found inside of me and wash it down with blood |
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I was born with an option and taught to swim a flood |
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But the older I become I start to humor giving up |
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So pick it up |
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Listen to all of the words in my head |
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And understand I'll have a shaky hand until they're said |
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And I don't know if I can get my mind state back |
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But I would travel to the end just to feel that grasp |
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And that be everything, speak it through the can on the line |
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And prophesize the future from the twinkle in my eye |
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I could wrinkle up and die |
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In that room where the dreams started talking to me constantly |
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And dancing through the sky |
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I'm alive, but growing up has proved to be a task |
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And left a couple daydreams broken down and smashed |
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Looking through the glass I don't feel so tall |
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So tell me how am I supposed to reach anything, anything at all |
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Anything at all |
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[Hook: x2] |
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Tell me how, can I, grow to see the change in my life |
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I wanted, to overcome the battle inside what is owed to anxiety's hold |
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Is there a better way to figure it out? |
