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I've hardly been outside my room in days |
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'Cause I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays |
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The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away |
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And it was then I realize the conscience never fades |
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When you're young you have this image of your life |
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That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife |
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And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross |
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And if you happen to you wake completely lost |
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But I will fight for you, be sure that I will fight |
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Until we're the special two once again |
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And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together |
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Our hands would not be taught to hold another's |
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'Cause we're the special two |
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And we can only see each other, we'll breathe together |
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These arms will not be taught to need another's |
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'Cause we're the special two |
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I remember someone old once said to me |
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That lies will lock you up with truth the only key |
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I was comfortable and warm inside my shell |
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And couldn't see this place could soon become my hell |
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So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face? |
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Well, my guess the answer is don't do it in the first place |
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I know, I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now |
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But if by chance you change your mind |
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You know I will not let you down |
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'Cause we were the special two and will be again |
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And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together |
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Our hands would not be taught to hold another's |
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'Cause we're the special two |
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And we can only see each other, we'll breathe together |
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These arms will not be taught to need another's |
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We're the special two |
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I step outside my mind's eyes for a minute |
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And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease |
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Or something that could ease the pain |
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But nothing cures the hurt, you, you bring on boy yourself |
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Just remembering, just remembering how we were |
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And we would only need each other, we'd bleed together |
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These hands would not be taught to hold another's |
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We were the special two |
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And we could only see each other, we'd bleed together |
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These arms would not be taught to need another's |
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'Cause we're the special two |