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Too late for the other side |
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Caught in a chase, 25 to life |
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[Verse 1] |
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I don't think she understands the sacrifices that I've made |
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Maybe if this bitch had acted right I woulda stayed |
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But I've already wasted over half my life |
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I woulda laid down and died for you, I no longer cry for you |
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No more pain, bitch, you took me for granted, took my heart and ran it |
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Straight into the planet, into the dirt, I can no longer stand it |
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Now my respect I demand it: I'mma take control of this relationship |
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Command it, and I'mma be the boss of you now, goddammit |
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And what I mean is that I will no longer let you control me |
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So you better hear me out, this much you owe me |
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I gave up my life for you, totally devoted to you I have stayed |
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Faithful all the way, this is how I fucking get repaid? |
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Look at how I dress: fucking baggy sweats, go to work a mess |
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Always in a rush to get back to you, I ain't heard you yet |
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Not even once say you appreciate me, I deserve respect |
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I've done my best to give you nothing less than perfectness |
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And I know that if I end this I'll no longer have nothing left |
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But you keep treating me like a staircase, it's time to fucking step |
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And I won't be coming back, so don't hold your fucking breath |
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You know what you've done, no need to go in depth |
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I told you you'd be sorry if I fucking left, I laughed while you wept |
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How's it feel now, yeah, funny, ain't it? You neglected me |
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Did me a favor, though, my spirit free you've set |
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But a special place for you in my heart I have kept, it's unfortunate but it's |
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[Hook] |
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[Verse 2] |
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I feel like when I bend over backwards for you all you do is laugh |
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Cause that ain't good enough, you expect me to fold myself in half |
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'til I snap, don't think I'm loyal, all I do is rap |
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How can I moonlight on the side, I have no life outside of that |
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Don't I give you enough of my time, you don't think so, do you |
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Jealous when I spend time with the girls, why I'm married to you still, man |
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I don't know, but tonight I'm serving you with papers |
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I'm divorcing you: go marry someone else and make 'em famous |
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And take away their freedom like you did to me |
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Treat 'em like you don't need 'em and they ain't worthy of you |
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Feed 'em the same shit that you made me eat, I'm moving on, forget you |
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Oh, now I'm special? I ain't feel special when I was with you |
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All I ever felt was this helplessness, imprisoned by a selfish bitch |
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Chew me up and spit me out, I fell for this so many times it's ridiculous |
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And still I stick with this, I'm sick of this |
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But in my sickness and addiction, you're addictive as they get |
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Evil as they come, vindictive as they make 'em |
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My friends keep asking me why I can't just walk away from |
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I'm addicted to the pain, the stress, the drama, I'm drawn to shit |
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I guess I'm a mess, cursed and blessed |
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But this time I ain't changing my mind, I'm climbing out this abyss |
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You're screaming as I walk out that I'll be missed |
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But when you spoke of people who meant the most to you, you left me off your list |
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Fuck you, hip hop, I'm leaving you, my life sentence is served, bitch and it's just... |
