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Repulsion of beauty drove me to hunt |
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A frenzy of self hate possessing me |
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Violated their bodies, stripped of their pride |
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Tortured and twisted until they have died |
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Hatred inside is all I would find |
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I despise what I see in the mirror |
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Sadistic hateful scum |
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I kill them but it's myself I hate |
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Now I'll do myself too |
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A straight razor will reshape my face |
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First my ears then my nose |
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Blood is gushing, continue to carve |
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Erase the face I hate |
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Now I'm hacking at my chest |
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A frenzy of self hate possessed me |
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Controls my actions, controls my thoughts |
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As I scrape away at my skin |
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I fill my tub, with alcohol |
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I plunge into the burning pool |
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The pain intense, my whole body |
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Is drenched in scalding liquid |
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Despite my pain I am able |
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To grab a lighter on the counter |
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The flint ignites, the flames erupt |
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I'm consumed in the inferno |
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Cauterize |
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My skin is charred |
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Regenerate |
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More loathsome than before |
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I despise what I see in the mirror |
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Sadistic hateful scum |
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The abomination before my eyes |
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A reflection of me |
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I see an image of disfigured evil |
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I've skinned myself alive |
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Dripping with blood and blistered by fire |
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The face I hate erased |
