Lacuna

	There’s a gap I slip between
	Where most things pass with ease
	Through the mesh of webs that are still haunting my head
	There’s a lot of you or me
	That i’ve had to reconstruct
	From bits of other memories neither of us were part of
	I bent a fiction, dulled it’s edge
	I bent a fiction, dulled it’s edge
	Repurposed it, joined both ends
	Now a certain shape is slotted in it’s place
	(now I can’t tell the difference)
	Before it had an ugly history
	(what was said, what was meant)
	I scrubbed it raw and shined it through
	(now I can’t tell the difference)
	Before it had an ugly history
	(what was said, what was meant)
	I scrubbed it raw and shined it through
	You can have my lessons learned
	Tired hopes, tired dreams
	All of this it never happened
	Blurry hopes, blurry dreams
	Have to write it down, have to spell it out
	Tired hopes, tired dreams
	All of this it never happened
	Blurry hopes, blurry dreams

	There' s a gap I slip between
	Where most things pass with ease
	Through the mesh of webs that are still haunting my head
	There' s a lot of you or me
	That i' ve had to reconstruct
	From bits of other memories neither of us were part of
	I bent a fiction, dulled it' s edge
	I bent a fiction, dulled it' s edge
	Repurposed it, joined both ends
	Now a certain shape is slotted in it' s place
	now I can' t tell the difference
	Before it had an ugly history
	what was said, what was meant
	I scrubbed it raw and shined it through
	now I can' t tell the difference
	Before it had an ugly history
	what was said, what was meant
	I scrubbed it raw and shined it through
	You can have my lessons learned
	Tired hopes, tired dreams
	All of this it never happened
	Blurry hopes, blurry dreams
	Have to write it down, have to spell it out
	Tired hopes, tired dreams
	All of this it never happened
	Blurry hopes, blurry dreams