| [00:00.000] | 作词 : 2SIMON |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : 2SIMON |
| [00:11.698] | Prod by HXRXKILLER |
| [00:17.202] | This's my experience |
| [00:20.945] | Can you hear me ？ |
| [00:22.950] | Veser1: |
| [00:23.196] | 我讨厌光明而特别喜欢黑暗 |
| [00:26.695] | 我特别讨厌失去但我拥有的在退散 |
| [00:29.703] | 不喜欢没有目的奔跑 |
| [00:31.452] | 实现梦想人真少 |
| [00:32.701] | 没地方可以收留我这我也知道 |
| [00:35.698] | 当光线被窗户盖住伸手不见了五指 |
| [00:38.951] | 我也改变了态度变得特别的无耻 |
| [00:41.949] | 根本从来没有人想真的当个绅士 |
| [00:44.701] | 都在假装和平背地却很喜欢争执 |
| [00:47.698] | 我逐渐变得自闭 |
| [00:48.945] | 也变得自不量力 |
| [00:50.449] | 生活就像是烂剧 |
| [00:52.455] | 我就是一滩烂泥 |
| [00:53.703] | 背负的东西越来越多让我更加害怕失去 |
| [00:56.946] | 伴随更多顾虑 |
| [00:57.948] | 让我变得越来越不自信 |
| [01:00.200] | 这没有道理 我只想做好自己 |
| [01:02.696] | 都带着面具根本没有人会真的帮你 |
| [01:05.704] | 都劝你上进却没人想听你述说过程 |
| [01:08.456] | 当你真的上进 |
| [01:09.949] | 却又开始评价你的做人 |
| [01:11.699] | 渐渐分不清人好坏 |
| [01:14.451] | 麻木了神经 一度把正面的自己打败 |
| [01:17.447] | 不想再耍赖 |
| [01:18.696] | 也不想置身事外 |
| [01:20.946] | 逝去的青春找不回来因为时光不能倒带 |
| [01:25.949] | |
| [01:26.206] | 头疼的坐在阳台思考生命为了什么存在 |
| [01:32.201] | |
| [01:32.458] | 命运给的安排老子我就xx偏不（理睬） |
| [01:34.952] | Veser2: |
| [01:34.952] | 从小就听着争吵长大让我对家有阴影 |
| [01:38.696] | 那时候父母经常打架也让我感到害怕 |
| [01:41.705] | 这让我从没安全感 从小就特别孤僻 |
| [01:44.946] | 害怕回家他们吵架所以慢慢变得自立 |
| [01:47.955] | 也忘了何时不爱沟通 多久没看星星 |
| [01:50.697] | 儿时的梦也早忘了 未来该怎么规划 |
| [01:53.950] | 迷失方向就像喝醉 不知何时能清醒 |
| [01:56.947] | 安慰自己钱并不重要三观最可贵的废话 |
| [02:00.201] | 儿时想要的长大 |
| [02:01.950] | 长大想回到过去 |
| [02:03.454] | 人都很爱说谎话 |
| [02:04.948] | 不管你贫穷富裕 |
| [02:06.698] | 我质问自己为何没人真的关心自己 |
| [02:09.448] | 我质问自己为何都是活着就我费力 |
| [02:12.456] | 想改变自己然后弥补我犯下的过错 |
| [02:15.454] | 可夜幕降临后我依旧选择自甘堕落 |
| [02:18.207] | 我知道没人懂我 |
| [02:19.955] | 我知道没人懂我 |
| [02:21.705] | 所以我总收起悲观装的并不脆弱 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : 2SIMON |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : 2SIMON |
| [00:11.698] | Prod by HXRXKILLER |
| [00:17.202] | This' s my experience |
| [00:20.945] | Can you hear me? |
| [00:22.950] | Veser1: |
| [00:23.196] | wo tao yan guang ming er te bie xi huan hei an |
| [00:26.695] | wo te bie tao yan shi qu dan wo yong you de zai tui san |
| [00:29.703] | bu xi huan mei you mu di ben pao |
| [00:31.452] | shi xian meng xiang ren zhen shao |
| [00:32.701] | mo di fang ke yi shou liu wo zhe wo ye zhi dao |
| [00:35.698] | dang guang xian bei chuang hu gai zhu shen shou bu jian le wu zhi |
| [00:38.951] | wo ye gai bian le tai du bian de te bie de wu chi |
| [00:41.949] | gen ben cong lai mei you ren xiang zhen di dang ge shen shi |
| [00:44.701] | dou zai jia zhuang he ping bei di que hen xi huan zheng zhi |
| [00:47.698] | wo zhu jian bian de zi bi |
| [00:48.945] | ye bian de zi bu liang li |
| [00:50.449] | sheng huo jiu xiang shi lan ju |
| [00:52.455] | wo jiu shi yi tan lan ni |
| [00:53.703] | bei fu de dong xi yue lai yue duo rang wo geng jia hai pa shi qu |
| [00:56.946] | ban sui geng duo gu lv |
| [00:57.948] | rang wo bian de yue lai yue bu zi xin |
| [01:00.200] | zhe mei you dao li wo zhi xiang zuo hao zi ji |
| [01:02.696] | dou dai zhe mian ju gen ben mei you ren hui zhen de bang ni |
| [01:05.704] | dou quan ni shang jin que mei ren xiang ting ni shu shuo guo cheng |
| [01:08.456] | dang ni zhen de shang jin |
| [01:09.949] | que you kai shi ping jia ni de zuo ren |
| [01:11.699] | jian jian fen bu qing ren hao huai |
| [01:14.451] | ma mu le shen jing yi du ba zheng mian di zi ji da bai |
| [01:17.447] | bu xiang zai shua lai |
| [01:18.696] | ye bu xiang zhi shen shi wai |
| [01:20.946] | shi qu de qing chun zhao bu hui lai yin wei shi guang bu neng dao dai |
| [01:25.949] | |
| [01:26.206] | tou teng de zuo zai yang tai si kao sheng ming wei le shen me cun zai |
| [01:32.201] | |
| [01:32.458] | ming yun gei de an pai lao zi wo jiu xx pian bu li cai |
| [01:34.952] | Veser2: |
| [01:34.952] | cong xiao jiu ting zhe zheng chao zhang da rang wo dui jia you yin ying |
| [01:38.696] | na shi hou fu mu jing chang da jia ye rang wo gan dao hai pa |
| [01:41.705] | zhe rang wo cong mei an quan gan cong xiao jiu te bie gu pi |
| [01:44.946] | hai pa hui jia ta men chao jia suo yi man man bian de zi li |
| [01:47.955] | ye wang le he shi bu ai gou tong duo jiu mei kan xing xing |
| [01:50.697] | er shi de meng ye zao wang le wei lai gai zen me gui hua |
| [01:53.950] | mi shi fang xiang jiu xiang he zui bu zhi he shi neng qing xing |
| [01:56.947] | an wei zi ji qian bing bu zhong yao san guan zui ke gui de fei hua |
| [02:00.201] | er shi xiang yao de zhang da |
| [02:01.950] | zhang da xiang hui dao guo qu |
| [02:03.454] | ren dou hen ai shuo huang hua |
| [02:04.948] | bu guan ni pin qiong fu yu |
| [02:06.698] | wo zhi wen zi ji wei he mei ren zhen de guan xin zi ji |
| [02:09.448] | wo zhi wen zi ji wei he dou shi huo zhe jiu wo fei li |
| [02:12.456] | xiang gai bian zi ji ran hou mi bu wo fan xia de guo cuo |
| [02:15.454] | ke ye mu jiang lin hou wo yi jiu xuan ze zi gan duo luo |
| [02:18.207] | wo zhi dao mei ren dong wo |
| [02:19.955] | wo zhi dao mei ren dong wo |
| [02:21.705] | suo yi wo zong shou qi bei guan zhuang de bing bu cui ruo |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : 2SIMON |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : 2SIMON |
| [00:11.698] | Prod by HXRXKILLER |
| [00:17.202] | This' s my experience |
| [00:20.945] | Can you hear me? |
| [00:22.950] | Veser1: |
| [00:23.196] | wǒ tǎo yàn guāng míng ér tè bié xǐ huan hēi àn |
| [00:26.695] | wǒ tè bié tǎo yàn shī qù dàn wǒ yōng yǒu de zài tuì sàn |
| [00:29.703] | bù xǐ huan méi yǒu mù dì bēn pǎo |
| [00:31.452] | shí xiàn mèng xiǎng rén zhēn shǎo |
| [00:32.701] | mò dì fāng kě yǐ shōu liú wǒ zhè wǒ yě zhī dào |
| [00:35.698] | dāng guāng xiàn bèi chuāng hu gài zhù shēn shǒu bú jiàn le wǔ zhǐ |
| [00:38.951] | wǒ yě gǎi biàn le tài dù biàn de tè bié de wú chǐ |
| [00:41.949] | gēn běn cóng lái méi yǒu rén xiǎng zhēn dí dàng gè shēn shì |
| [00:44.701] | dōu zài jiǎ zhuāng hé píng bèi dì què hěn xǐ huan zhēng zhí |
| [00:47.698] | wǒ zhú jiàn biàn de zì bì |
| [00:48.945] | yě biàn de zì bù liàng lì |
| [00:50.449] | shēng huó jiù xiàng shì làn jù |
| [00:52.455] | wǒ jiù shì yī tān làn ní |
| [00:53.703] | bēi fù de dōng xī yuè lái yuè duō ràng wǒ gèng jiā hài pà shī qù |
| [00:56.946] | bàn suí gèng duō gù lǜ |
| [00:57.948] | ràng wǒ biàn de yuè lái yuè bù zì xìn |
| [01:00.200] | zhè méi yǒu dào li wǒ zhǐ xiǎng zuò hǎo zì jǐ |
| [01:02.696] | dōu dài zhe miàn jù gēn běn méi yǒu rén huì zhēn de bāng nǐ |
| [01:05.704] | dōu quàn nǐ shàng jìn què méi rén xiǎng tīng nǐ shù shuō guò chéng |
| [01:08.456] | dāng nǐ zhēn de shàng jìn |
| [01:09.949] | què yòu kāi shǐ píng jià nǐ de zuò rén |
| [01:11.699] | jiàn jiàn fēn bù qīng rén hǎo huài |
| [01:14.451] | má mù le shén jīng yí dù bǎ zhèng miàn dī zì jǐ dǎ bài |
| [01:17.447] | bù xiǎng zài shuǎ lài |
| [01:18.696] | yě bù xiǎng zhì shēn shì wài |
| [01:20.946] | shì qù de qīng chūn zhǎo bù huí lai yīn wéi shí guāng bù néng dào dài |
| [01:25.949] | |
| [01:26.206] | tóu téng de zuò zài yáng tái sī kǎo shēng mìng wèi le shén me cún zài |
| [01:32.201] | |
| [01:32.458] | mìng yùn gěi de ān pái lǎo zi wǒ jiù xx piān bù lǐ cǎi |
| [01:34.952] | Veser2: |
| [01:34.952] | cóng xiǎo jiù tīng zhe zhēng chǎo zhǎng dà ràng wǒ duì jiā yǒu yīn yǐng |
| [01:38.696] | nà shí hou fù mǔ jīng cháng dǎ jià yě ràng wǒ gǎn dào hài pà |
| [01:41.705] | zhè ràng wǒ cóng méi ān quán gǎn cóng xiǎo jiù tè bié gū pì |
| [01:44.946] | hài pà huí jiā tā men chǎo jià suǒ yǐ màn màn biàn de zì lì |
| [01:47.955] | yě wàng le hé shí bù ài gōu tōng duō jiǔ méi kàn xīng xing |
| [01:50.697] | ér shí de mèng yě zǎo wàng le wèi lái gāi zěn me guī huà |
| [01:53.950] | mí shī fāng xiàng jiù xiàng hē zuì bù zhī hé shí néng qīng xǐng |
| [01:56.947] | ān wèi zì jǐ qián bìng bú zhòng yào sān guān zuì kě guì de fèi huà |
| [02:00.201] | ér shí xiǎng yào de zhǎng dà |
| [02:01.950] | zhǎng dà xiǎng huí dào guò qù |
| [02:03.454] | rén dōu hěn ài shuō huǎng huà |
| [02:04.948] | bù guǎn nǐ pín qióng fù yù |
| [02:06.698] | wǒ zhì wèn zì jǐ wèi hé méi rén zhēn de guān xīn zì jǐ |
| [02:09.448] | wǒ zhì wèn zì jǐ wèi hé dōu shì huó zhe jiù wǒ fèi lì |
| [02:12.456] | xiǎng gǎi biàn zì jǐ rán hòu mí bǔ wǒ fàn xià de guò cuò |
| [02:15.454] | kě yè mù jiàng lín hòu wǒ yī jiù xuǎn zé zì gān duò luò |
| [02:18.207] | wǒ zhī dào méi rén dǒng wǒ |
| [02:19.955] | wǒ zhī dào méi rén dǒng wǒ |
| [02:21.705] | suǒ yǐ wǒ zǒng shōu qǐ bēi guān zhuāng de bìng bù cuì ruò |
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